This is a hecking long chapter name but anyways, I hope you'll enjoy it.

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⚠️BIG TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️
-suicide attempts
-very dark theme
-mention of overdose
-heavy angst
-self harm

IF YOU GET TRIGGERED BY ANY OF THE THINGS ON THE LIST, PLEASE DON'T READ THIS CHAPTER.

Thank you.

Also, prepare tissues, I mean it.

You have been warned.

Jake's POV:

This is my escape plan, and it'll work out
(author: it'll work out like your and Bad's relationship/jk)

After I bail myself out of here, Ranboo will be the next I'll help to escape. Heh, soon out in the wild, but this time the prey will be hunted until it's captured. I'll make him mine again and I WILL kill that diamond bitch that keeps getting on my way.
Just wait darling, just you wait.

Skeppy's POV:

It was a nice day, since Bad woke me up by showing the curtains to the other side while Sun directly pointed at me. "Thanks Bad", I said that sarcastically. Don't you just love when somebody wakes you up at 5 FUCKING AM?!
"Bad, you're not normal", I frowned.
"I know, that's why I love you.", Bad muttered.
I've heard that.
He
         

          He loves me?

Oh my gosh

              But it's wrong..

Fuck it

I grabbed Bad's hand, "say that again, but this time look me in the eyes", I demanded. He was scared, but I need to see if he really loves me. I could hear him, chuckle.
He grabbed my hips and looked me straight into the eyes "So...I need to repeat myself I see?", I can't even describe how that kind of voice he had when he said it made me feel. I literally wanted to marry him right on the spot after that.

"As I was saying, I love you Skeppy. And? Is there something wrong loving a handsome guy like you?",okay, I got butterflies in my stomach. That made me completely red.
He kissed me on the nose and on the cheek and left the room.
I couldn't believe my own eyes. Still frozen from what happened, I could tell that he enjoyed what he did, but not gonna lie, I did too.
"So, did he confess already or sum?", Sapnap said, leaning against the door.
I quickly took the shoe that was beside the bed and headshoted him. Dream and George were laughing hard, or should I say the tea was ready (I'm so sorry for those stupid "Punz", please forgive me-Author)
Anyways, after what happened I went downstairs to eat something since I was hungrier than Hungary.

(ok, I'll stop, I'm so sorry-Author)

I grabbed some eggs and bacon that, I guess Bad prepared for me and others. I found note on the fridge that said.

⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️

-This is where the heavy  angst begins . Please if you're sensitive to any of the following topics immediately skip this chapter:
⚠️Suicide
Suicide attempt
Self harm

Thank you for reading :

"I love you everybody, take care.
I'm so sorry it had to end this way. Keep going and stay strong, for me.

                    ~BBh

"

My heart instantly stopped.My eyes were turning into waterfall while others looked at me concerned. I handed Techno the note and he read it out loud.
Dream, Geogre and Sapnap quickly got up and grabbed car keys.
Us four (Dream, George, Sapnap and me), were going to find him.
"Techno, if we don't find him in 9 hours,call the police..", I've said before we left the house and quickly jumped into the car. Dream and George were on front seat while me and Sapnap were on backseat. "SAPNAP, Do you by any chance know where he could possibly be", Dream yelled, preparing the car for fast ride.
"Let me see..", Sapnap quickly opened the Snapchat.
"SAPNAP ARE YOU S-", but before George could finish yelling at him, Sapnap cut him off by telling Dream where his location is.
I really didn't expect Bad adding Sapnap as a friend in Snapchat rather than me but okay, it's not like I'm mad (yea, yea, sure you aren't shorty). Dream was speeding, trying to get to Bad as fast as possible.

Bad's POV:

"I've finally confessed to him. I couldn't wait any longer, but I knew he wouldn't like me back. That's okay, I didn't want to live anyways. ", I'm having war inside of my head right now. Everything is so quiet and the nature is beautiful.
I mean everything is already settled. I overdosed. It's matter of minutes when those stupid pills will start kicking in. Since I had very little time left, I could just notify my followers that I probably won't post anymore.

"Hello my muffins, sadly this is the last time you'll ever be able to hear me until it's all done. I'm sorry it had to be this way.. Goodbye and have a nice day."

That's it. I tweeted it. I already received a lot of the replies telling me not to do it, but it's already been decided. Even Mister Beast and Yootooz replied. Heh, sadly I won't be able to make it to read all of those replies.

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The pills started kicking in. I finally felt free. Is it really over or am I tripping. Maybe.
Maybe not.
I couldn't feel my arms anymore, even tho they were bleeding. Heh.
It's done I guess.
I sent one last video message to the group on the discord (everyone has Team Speak AND Discord), my server mods were saying that they dialed the ambulance already but they won't be able to save me.
Then suddenly I heard the car behind me.
Shit.

Sapnap's POV:

"FUCK", I keep repeating that word in my brain. As Dream stopped the car Skeppy and me were the first to get out of the car. We found him but...
D-

Did he.....

"BAD!!!", Skeppy yelled, running as fast as he could towards Bad. He was just laying there, hardly even moving.
We all started dialing ambulance, but they were already on their way. Skeppy was screaming at Bad for not telling him sooner about everything,
that they
Thay WE could prevent this from happening, Dream was checking if Bad had any pulse but.....

     He didn't have it...

~end of chapter~

Well this was surely one big emotional roller-coaster.
Please, if you ever find yourself in the crisis, talk to someone you trust about it.

Suicide doesn't end the pain, it passes it to someone else.

Please take care of yourself and don't forget that you are loved.

Goodbye.

(Sorry for the short chapter by the way, I'm too tired.)

Word count :1127.