After the loss of your sister,Wendy, your father became distant and his alcohol addiction grew over time,he became more violent

at first he only yelled and swore at you,verbally abusing,and blaming you for the death of wendy,but, after a while it became more... physical...

He would hit you and tell you you were worthless,he would bring over slutty new girlfriends who he would break up with about a week after,he push you over the edge and towards the brink of madness

At first you could take it...at first...now,not so much

...you began to self harm...

In the beginning it was only a scratch at the Wrist with your fingernails,then your keys,then a needle,and now...a razer blade...

In the beginning it was only once or twice,then once a week,now once a day...

In the beginning it hurt,but now...well let's just say it became...soothing...in a way