"LAYLA   YOU  SCARRED  BITCH  WHERE IS OUR FOOD  IF OUR  BREAKFAST  ISNT DONE IN TEN MINUTES .THEN ITS THE PUNISHMENT  ROOM FOR YOU"

I  shivered in fear as  my fathers  threat  echoed  through my ears  i could hear my siblings  snickering  as  father berated  me   and called me names  they were as bad  as  my father who blamed me for killing  mom who died giving birth to me .

I was educated  but only because   my grandparents  told him.to have me educated  they never believed  I had killed my mother they knew mom  had problems  during  her pregnancy  with   me but yet she kept me  grandmother  told me that when I was  born I was the most beautiful  child my eyes were the most intense blue  and my hair was the most golden blonde  that they had  ever seen.

Grandmother  told me I would  grow up.to break  hearts  one day but I laughed with her words and being  with my grandparents  I was happy but after mother died  dad moved us away  and began  abusing me  he would hit me,slap me ,cut me and more lets just say by the time he was done I was suffering  painfully.

My siblings  Maya and  Cliff   helped dad and treated me as a servent  they refused to.acknowledge me  as there sister they always said they wished I died instead of mom there words hurt but I knew  they didn't regret  saying  this to me.

I was at school where my abuse continued  with the popular  kids including  my siblings i was pushed and kicked  sometimes slapped and spat on I was also called names  like anorexic or  scarred  I hated my life and I tried ending it  multiple  times so I was free but I was saved .

When the school staff saw my  scars they contacted  child services and dad lied  saying I was troubled and did it to myself  I knew that they doubted his words but they left  because without  any hard evidence  they couldn't  do anything  once they left i was beaten and then told to pack  we left our town and moved  near grandmother and grandfathers house .

When school  was starting I was warned not to tell anyone what happened  to  me  at home to anyone  at school or to our grandparents  I vowed  to keep silent  and just like I had been doing for  years I made  dad and my siblings  food but stayed hungry.

Then I went to the attic that I had made my room  and  took out baggy clothes  to change into   I also applied make up to cover  my face  and bruises my siblings were taken to school  in dads car and I walked  to school I liked to walk since  it helped my mind clear.

  when I got to the graveyard  I looked for my mothers  grave and  wheni found  it  I lay on her grave  telling her everything that had happened  in hopes she was listening  when I  was done  I kissed the tombstone and carried on walking by this time  I had seen storm clouds  and ran but I was too slow and it began pouring down the rain  had  drenched my clothes  and I could feel my long  golden blonde hair begin dripping .

When I got in the school my siblings  were by the door and began laughing  saying things like

"LOOK CLIFF THE  RAIN  DRAGGED IN A SOAKING DRIPPING  RAT"

"YEAH I SEE IT MAYA   LOOK AT HOW UGLY THE RAT LOOKS"

I held  back tears  as I could  see many eyes  looking  at me   i bit my lip   to keep my nerves at bay  waiting for raucous  laughing  and the insults I  was used to but no one said anything many looked at me with sympathy  and  other looked at  my siblings with disgust  I walked in  my feet squeaking  with every step I took I was  stopped  when someone  grabbed my arm .

I looked back to  see a kindfaced beautiful  girl  she smiled at me and gave me a towel and some  clothes  along with soap then she said

"Hi my name is Diane   and here take these things and wash up  hun  the weather here is very unpredictable  and  its a shame that your first day here  at Crystal Moon Academy   you got caught in the rainstorm"

"H H how do you know its my first day here I haven't  said anything  to anyone"

"Dont  be scared I been in the school  for three years hun  and I know everyone  here   your face along with there's are new around here "

"Oh yes I am so silly  hehe anyway  my name is layla and we just moved from wisconsen to live near our grandparents "

"Oh really who are your grandparents  I may know them"

"Harald  and Margaret  Midnight there  my late mothers  parents  her name was Amila  Midnight "

"Your there granddaughter  then how come you smell oh I mean your smile is like your moms my mother was best freinds with  Amila   and told me how beautiful  she was  she had long golden blonde hair  and the most intense  green eyes  every wolf I mean every  guy  wanted her .

but she dated  a man called Stefaan a Italian  man with what mother described  had  the most gorgeous  eyes they were  mates i mean  so cute  together and people  thought they were  going to marry but then a man called  Dennis  married her it broke stefaans heart my mother told me Amila  was  unhappy with   Dennis  because he was abusive and hadn't told her he had kids from before"

"Wow I didn't  know that   anyway I must leave  when do you want me to return  the clothes"

"Keep them laila  think of it as a  welcoming  gift "

"Thank  you so much  for the kindness  you have shown me i don't ever get that from anyone "

I walked  off  and I could hear  my brother and sister following me   I got scared and ran but I was so.slow  and my siblings   beat me   to a pulp  and blamed me for there  humiliation  I begged them to kill me  maya stood over me and  said

"Killin  you would  be  a mercy  scarred back laila we want to torture you until   your at the end of  your pathetic  life  and if you don't die then as we grow up We will torture you by  finding good-looking   boys and girls to date and rub it in that your worthless  and no one will ever love  you and  you will grow up to  be a lonely  wrinkled  old virgin"

Maya cackled  and  so did  cliff before both of them gave me a final  hard kick to my  chest and I could feel  my  bones cracked  i tried to get up but I was too weak and   I passed out