Risty's pov

  I couldn't move. It felt like my whole body had been shattered into a million pieces. My hand let go of the knife and I backed away from the lifeless body. The blood seeping from the wound stained the once white Lillie's turning them into roses. The sky suddenly turned red and a full moon appeared.

Never forget who I am.......but what am I? Who am I? I just don't know.

Screams and yells echoed all around. I fall to my knees and shut my eyes cupping both hands over my ears.
"Stop it." I whispered.
The screams grew louder.
"STOP IT!" I shouted and to my surprise I let out a huge roar. But I didn't care. I was angry. My body was shaking furiously. I was mad because the heavens made my life like this. They hate me. This isn't a blessing. It's a curse they've given me. A fucking stupid curse.

The only way is to fight my way out of this. If you want a fight, I'll give ya a fight. I clenched my hands into fists. It seems you have made up your mind. Tell me, are you ready?
I am, do anything you want with me. My only wish is to destroy everyone.
Very well, your wish shall be granted. Everyone you say. The voice chuckled evilly.
Flames started dancing around me and my body transformed.
I was now standing on four legs, thick white fur grew and a tail sprouted as well as ears and whiskers. My claws were sharper than before and I felt stronger than ever. Muscles and bones cracked as they grew.

A pendant appeared strapped to my neck, this time it glowed red. I was ready. Eight other shadow wolves emerged from the shadows, their red eyes glinting with thirst. But they arn't my enemies.
I walked up to them and gave them a bark and they barked back.

My heart thudded when I spot Sam. But it isn't the old Sam. His fur was darker and the slash on his eye looked scarier than ever. This is no time to think about friends. I have a mission to do.

Pain dripped into my head slowly and I gritted my teeth.
What are you doing now?
This is the last transformation. I'm proud of you Tina and always remember, everyone hates you.
They'll try to fight you. So fight back. This is your chance for revenge.

My vision turned bright red and all objects turned green. So all I could see was green blobs in a red surrounding. But the moon was clear as water. It's shine nearly blinded me. I suddenly felt an urge to do it, so I did.

I arched my head back and howled. I put all my emotions in it. They won't be returning any time soon. I let all my feelings into the howl as it echoed against the sky.

The other wolves started howling with me and it quite lasted for a while. My body twitched and I gave an aggressive growl. Staying in a wolf's body was not so good because I was all chained up inside. Yes, I've turned into a shadow wolf but I don't have complete control over it. It only has a part of my conscious and my other conscious is locked up inside. In other words, another part of a person was controlling half of my body and I only had the other half.

My real body is in the heart of this wolf and is in a deep sleep. I don't mind of course. This is what I want. I wasn't forced to do this or anything.

A burst of brightness erupts and memories flash right across my face but slow enough for me to recognize them.

The time when I was first held by my real blood parents. The warmth of their arms and the joy in their eyes.

Their shocked, angry faces still as clear as day when they found out I was born a killer. The hatred in their eyes when they went to a wizard and found out my future. It certainly wasn't going to be all Sunshine and rainbows.

The time when they left me in the forest to rot away even when I was still a tiny baby bundled in a thin shawl.

The time when a female wild brown bear found me and made me her child.

The times I spent with the other bear cubs, my first smile ever born.

The time when we were having a game of hide and seek. The complete sheer terror in the cubs's small faces when I plummeted down a cliff and into the shining water below.

The sad mourning wails they made while I slowly sank downwards.

The bright view of a village and a pair of arms carrying me.

The sounds of joy and cheers as a pair of sparkly purple eyes looked down at me and smiled.

The time when I was proudly claimed as her daughter.

The time when I had my first birthday in her house, the wishes I made.

But fate just seemed to hate me.

The screams of my third mother, the first time I've caught sight of blood. The way their smell made me crunch my nose in disgust.

I was 6 by then.

The padding sound made by my tiny feet as I ran down the stairs and out the door in a flash.

The way the wind whipped against me as I once agin returned to the all too familiar forest.

The day when a boy found me and held his hand out offering friendship. Mindlessly, I took his hand and accepted.

The day when he left me stranded when I was stuck under some rocks. He said he was going to go get help...........and never returned.

The nights I spent, my legs nearly crushed under the rocks, crying myself to sleep, shouting out weak cries for help.

On and on and on. The memories just don't seem to stop. One after another. I try to shut my eyes but they felt like they were paralyzed by glue.

Every memory was making me lose control. The burning fire inside me seemed to go dimmer and weaker every time a memory flashed past.

The sounds grew louder, and louder. I collapsed to the ground, my head felt like it was ready to burst. Several voices were urging me to go to sleep. To close my eyes. But I knew all too well about what would happen if I did.

Close your eyes.
Go to sleep!
Sleep! Sleep!
Close your eyes Tina. The voice was familiar. It sounds like.....Daisy! She was my third foster mother, she was the best. Always kind hearted and generous. No wonder her whole village looked up to her. She accepted me, even when she knew who I was, or what I'll become. She believed she could change me. Her wishes were never fulfilled.
Who's a good girl? Listen to mommy Tina.
I very nearly listened to her but just as my eyelids were starting to droop I flick them open again in terror. I can't fall asleep, no matter what.
Make mommy proud darling.
There was something in her voice that was wrong. Very wrong. Like a glitch.
Just close you eyes for a minute Tina love, that won't do any harm would it?
I guess it wouldn't if I just closed them for a mili second.....I am pretty tired after all.
That's my angel, now shall I sing you your favorite song?
No, please no. That would only trigger my sleep. Please Daisy, don't.
However she doesn't listen to me.
There was once a little dolphin, who lived in the sea~ (I wrote this song XD)
She began her song and I had to shake my head several times to shake off the dizziness.
He was so lonely, no friends or family~
I feel like time to ticking backwards.
He lived in a cave, dark and alone~
I see myself lying in bed, Daisy sitting at the edge patting my hair.
His skin was bright blue and his eyes a silver white~
Daisy leans over and plants a kiss on my forehead.
All the other sea creatures hated him because he was different~
Till one day a group of divers found him in his lonely cave~
My eyelids are halfway down already.
They took him from his lonely cave and brought him where the humans live~
And there he stays, and there he lives in a pool full of sparkling water~
Where other humans can admire his beautiful features~
My eyes shut. A rage of fire erupts seem to erupt from my head.
To this day, you'll find his body, deep in the pool that he once lived~
His smile still lays there, the memories still rare~
Of the little dolphin, who lived in the sea~
Darkness consumes me and I fall into deep slumber as Daisy's voice grows fainter and fainter.
I didn't know what was happening, the memories stop suddenly and my head feels empty. Like everything was drained out. Sleep wraps it's arm around me and I knew this was the end. The end of my life. The end where Risty Firefall fades from existence and a new person is born in her place. It'd take a miracle for me to awaken again. Everything turns black and it gets difficult to concentrate. Nothing was clear except one word.

 
Kill

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