I left Minho hyungs house a hour ago. I didnt wanna go home yet because I saw my father was mad. If I go home right now he will beat me up to the point I cant walk. But he also seemed worried. I love my father even though he dosent feel the same. He beats me up to relieve his stress. Which I personally think is fine. After mom he didn't really have anyone to rely on.

I walked in soon to be met with my father. He grabbed my wrist and started dragging me up the stairs his grip was hurting me so I started crying. He suddenly stopped and looked back. His grip loosened and his expression was soft?

"Are you okay?"
"Ye..ah"
"Can we talk please?"
"Su..re"

He gently took my hand and took me to his bedroom.He let go of my hand and went to the closet. He took out a book from the closet and sat down on the bed, patting the place beside him. I went down and sat beside him.

He opened the book. The book seemed old from the front. But from the inside it was beautiful. It was filled with our family pictures. Things written inside it.

"It was your mother and my diary. We used to write all our favorite memories in this book. Your mother deeply loved you Jisung. And I know its too late now but Im sorry.. Im so sorry. Im an horrible father. I dont deserve you Jisung. I love you please forgive me Im so so sorry. "
" Its okay dad I love you. "
" Jisung Im sorry I have to tell you this now. But Im diagnosed with cancer.. "

My whole world came crashing down. No hes the only one I have. I cant no please. Dad.. His my only family left. I started crying.

" N. No you.. Cant..I.love you...why does this world hate me so much?! "
" Jisung.. I love you. But he loves you more. "
" W.. What?"
"That Minho kid. Hes always there for you. You two were destined to meet. Dont waste your time crying on me. Move on Jisung. Go to him your whole futures standing there so brightly."
"I have.. No future without you guys."
"Jisung my dear son we will always be with you. We are always gonna be there for you. Watching you. Do you love him?"
"W. Who?"
"Minho"
"I.. I love him. Hes my everything. I wanna be with him. But I dont wanna leave you."
"Sungie Im never leaving you. Move on Im dying today anyways"
"NO please No stop this is a joke."
"It isnt go to him. Go Jisung go. You need him and he needs you."
"Father I love you"
"I love you too son goodbye"
"Goodbye father"

I ran towards Minho hyungs house. Tears streaming down my face my father he finally loves me. But now hes going to leave me.
I saw Minho hyung standing infront of his house I ran to him and started sobbing on his chest.

"Sungie?! Whats wrong?"
"Minho.. Hyung I like you"
"I dont like you"

........ B. But you..said...