We were a very happy family.That was untill my mom passed away.My names Jisung.I used to be one of the happiest kids in my block.But since my mom passed away when I was 5 my dad started drinking.

Flash back
"Mom!Mom look its a dinosaur"
"Do you wanna go closer Sungie?"
"But it will eat me"
"No it wont moms here with you"

Me and mom went closer to the dinosaur.It was huge.I touched the dinosaur quickly retriving my hand thinking it will attack.

"Mom run it will attack us now"
"No it wont Sungie look Im touching it too"
"Mom no dont it will eat you!"
"Sungie dont be dumb"

After 2 hours

"Sungie lets go home now"
"Okay mom"

Me,mom and dad were walking to the car we had to cross the road to reach the parking area.I wasnt paying attention to my surroundings.My mom pushed me.When I turned around I saw my mom laid on the ground.Blood spattered everywhere.The scene was truly horrifying.

We rushed threw the hospital.After waiting for 2hrs the doctor came out.

"Doctor is she okay?!"My dad said.
"Im sorry for your lost"

The doctor left us then.I saw my father going pale.He broke down.I didnt know what he meant by 'lost'.

"Dad whats wrong is mom okay?"

My dad looked up at me with furious eyes.

"Y.you..this all happened because of you..SHES GONE BECAUSE OF YOU!"

G.Gone..because of me.I couldnt say anything at the moment.My tears were streaming down my face like a river.

End of flashback.

Its been 10 years now.Im currently 15 now.My dad started drinking after my mom passed away.He beats me till I cant breathe telling me how worthless I am.And shes gone because of me..Its true though she is gone because of me.If I was more careful of my surroundings.Why did she bother trying to save me? Im worthless.

No ones ever gonna love you Jisung.Your always gonna be all Alone in this world.