I was not always alone but I was never loved I only knew her as mother.dad was never around but when he was he was not really fun .his games were to terrible to talk about my mother always loved my brother more. I was ignored most times. I was rarely feed when I was it was rotten pieces of vole I needed milk still at that time no one cared. though most of my day was being beatin and called a runt or week by dad. One day I was in my nest cleaning my wounds pretending they didint hurt mother came in and talked to me she rarely talked to me she ignored my existence. Mother: me and the others are going on a trip you are staying here alone only good kits get to go.the last words I would here from anyone for a long time days passed they didint come back I started stealing food from other clans. it was also bad but it was food. I waited for days I even turned 1 moon but...sadly alone I'm not sure how I stayed calm. finally i had to leave the weather was too bad here for me to stay it was to cold so I started out of my only home I was happy to leave that nightmare...but sad...how could they leave why did no one like me....it did not matter I could finally start over. But I was not sure how to do that I was hurt cold and Hungary..... the only real thing I remember today about them was them always saying.....it was because I was different....