I tell my dad and leave to Will's house. Sam is already there.
"What's wrong?" I ask.
"He couldn't breathe." I see the ambulance pull up and realize his parents aren't home. He's just lying there on the floor.
We both go with him to the hospital. On the way there he starts to suffocate. I hold his hand and say, "stay with us Will. We're right here for you and you've always been there for me."
After I say that he regains control of his breathing and I smile.
We get rushed to the third floor and the doctor starts taking some tests.
He comes to us later. "He's just having anxiety attacks. He can't breathe. He loses consciousness a couple of times. This only happens when something is really bothering someone. He'll be fine he just needs time to calm down. He's also going to stay here awhile."
"How long?" I ask all scared. They said there was nothing wrong with my mom and that she's just going to be there for awhile. And we all know how that ended up.
"A couple days" he says.
His parents barge through the door at first kind of mad to see me and then relieved. "Thank you both" his mother says.
We decide to stay up with him. I told my dad and it doesn't matter for Sam.
"So" I say. It's just me, her, and Will. The doctor an Will' parents are talking outside. "How did you get to Will's house so quickly?"
I was in the neighbourhood. I escaped my parents while they were flirting with someone other than their spouse. They got drunk again."
"I'm sorry" I say.
"It's okay. I'm used to it by now."
"Hey guys" Will says. "You know before I suffocated I had a dream. Nightmare actually."
"Like what?" I ask.
"It was Rowan and she was going to drown herself."
"Well I didn't."
"She doesn't because I pull her away before she does it. I wish I could have done the same thing for you Sarah."
"Sarah" Sam says. "Will, Sarah's not here."
"Let's go get ice cream like we used to."
I stand up and see that he's been sleeping the entire time.
"He doesn't know what he's saying. He's dreaming" I say.
His parents finally come in and look at us. They seem upset. "The doctor just told us that none of us can come visit him. We might pressure him. Make him feel uncomfortable" his mom says.
"No he needs us" I say. "He wasn't breathing until once of made him remember we were there supporting him."
"We said the same thing" his dad speaks. "We just need to listen to the doctor."
I want to argue but don't. I just go home and fall asleep on my bed without changing.
That night I have a nightmare of my own. The people I thought are against me are with me. Now as finally realize that I love them they slowly drift away and soon they are out of sight.
I run and run looking for them and calling them. I have no luck. Suddenly the white atmosphere becomes black and return to being pulled down to the depths of despair.