I don't argue with my dad.
It doesn't matter what happens at school anymore. I'm numb. I don't think they can hurt me no more. I just have to fill my head with my mom. My beautiful, strong mother who never let me down. Who let me be happy for most of my life. The shining guide to happiness.
If my shining guide is gone, it means I will never be happy again.
People laugh at me as I walk by. Calling me emo. I think I am.
"Aww" says Lauren. Laura right behind her. "How's the little cry baby holding up?" I try to walk past them but they don't let me. "I told you that dumb witch of trash was going to die. She deserves it raising you." I punch her but she dodges it. "Oh, your aim is off!" She smirks.
She's planning something. I try to run the other way but people block me. It's like my nightmares. Except hopefully here I die from the impact. I let them do whatever they want.
Some bite me. Kick me. Spit in my face. 'Just die' I repeat to myself.
"How do feel now?" asks Lauren. "Deadly?" She grabs my head an hits it against the lockers. Once. Twice. Thrice.
I finally blank out. I wake up from the pain and people are still abusing me. My hair is being pulled. My shirt is ripped.
I hate my life. Everything about it. The people that have ruined. The comments I've heard, and most importantly me. I brought this upon myself. If I chose Lauren instead of Sam. None of this would have happened. Except now I'm alone.
When the bell rang everyone left school. I ran to the busiest street I can find. I drop my bag and tie my scarf around my eyes. It's time. It's finally time. I walk slowly. I feel the step down as the sidewalk finishes. Two more steps and I'm down.