Dear Andrey,

Time's up love. The moments we shared were the greatest moments I have. It is best we part ways now. Don't look for me, I'm leaving for good. Thank you for being you.

-- love, Z

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Here are the reasons why drey. I believe you deserve to know this.

One box that held what i always kept.

May 18, 2013

It's the first night I confirmed my speculations. That my father was a creep. He would wake me up at night to offer me something to drink and as groggy as I am from just woken up from slumber I drank from it. Then that night I held something on my hand, it was hot but I knew it wasn't the shape of a mug. 

I have no one to ask to for I am an orphan and I just have a new family. I did try to escape from the old hag that sold young girls to old couples who can't bear a child but always, always the father molested me. I cut my fingers from paper. It was an accident but it kept me awake from the nightmares I lived. 

//z

I left seven letters. I am not ready to let you read the rest but you will find them soon. I regret saying this to you, but I have loved you and will always love you drey.

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Hellooo, just woke up because I cannot sleep at all. Then I contemplated of whether to unpublish this book because honestly I dunno where I am going but then in the first place I did write this book to channel my negative thoughts and just talk to myself through. 

It's 01: 32 A.M. and I cannot sleep soo here's an update.