Phasing had a heart breaking effect on the Barry Allen of earth   Giving him a speedsters version of molecular disequilibrium. Whether he uses his abilities or not his cells, molecules tear themselves apart before forcibly putting themselves back together again in less than seconds. His suit keeps the physical pain at bay, but the emotional pain is the worst of it all.

He can't hug a close friend, open a door..

Or even hold his daughter at any point in her life.

"This...this is worse than dying.."
"Why isn't your turn suffer? This was done to me!"

"I've acted like a hero but all I am is a tragic accident."

"I want to disappears for good!"

"Imagine being a part of my family. My suffering becoming theit suffering."

"I would do anything for a cure. For a hug just once!"

"I don't even need to explain to my little girl why I can't hold her. Hug her.."

"Sick is an understatement. "

"What's the point of arriving is I can't even do anything?"

"Sometimes I dream that I'll go through the floor. Sink through the concrete and dirt.. Reaching the earths core.."
"I can't even fight anyone..."