That moment when i cant push on anymore so i drop my fake smile, let my tears fall and roll up my sleeves. I fall to my knees and cry for hours. Sit there wondering where did i go wrong? why is this happening? why doesnt anyone understand me? why do i feel so alone? why cant anyone see how broken i truly am. why cant some one look past my fake smile, look into my eyes and see the pain and darkness i hide deep down inside. They cant see how im slowly falling apart peice by peice crumbling ti the ground. i can feel every peice breaking. only thing is once all the peices fall there will be to many for me to put hem back together ill be to broken to ever fully fix to ever go back to the way things used to be. When i was happy and didnt have a care in the world. Now im miserbale faking smiles, up all night crying, being attacked by the voices in my head that haunt me day and night. They are so loud, i just want them to stop. All they do is scream at me i try to ignore them but i cant ignore them forever, eventually the voices iin my head il take over i wont be able to handle it anymore and ill end everything. The voices taunt me and they are driving me insane no one else can hear them and the awful things that go on in my head. My head is a very dark place, im glad no one can see what gos on it because a innocent girl went in and when she came out she was never the same every ounce of happiness and joy all the life was sucked out of her. Now all she does is cry in the night when everyone else is sound asleep. She wont tell anyone what happened because she doesnt know herself. She asks herself everyday where did she go wrong? why does she feel this way? but she is never able to find an answer that even makes sense. This Is All You Will Never Know. . .