I'm laying here. Alone crying so much I can barely breathe. . .No one can hear my cries. For they are to soft. silent. No One can see the pain in my eyes. all they can see is my fake smile. No one can see How truly broken I am. Why can't they hear me, Why can't they see What's really going on. Why do I slowly feel myself slipping away. in and out. out and in until I can't do it anymore and I slip away but don't come back. Will they notice me when it's to late. will they see the clues after Ivan be saved. Or will. they never notice. I don't know. I guess only tome will tell. Thing is I don't have much of that left. I'm running out but the minute.