Times when you feel so bad, so  Hopeless and Helpless. That you just wanna say screw everything and give up. Give up on life, living, trying to survive everything. Where when people ask you How are you the only thing you can say is breathing. You can't find anything to explain it. Just that your beyond bad and in that moment. Your on the verge wondering should you just do it. Is all thus suffering worth it? This Is All You Will Never Know. . . .