Alice: For everyone who read the sad chapter of this, ignore it. Here is the proper version.

eight

Identity Disorder

Alan knew happiness when happiness faced him.

Alan knew love when love faced him.

Alan knew great things when great things faced him.

Alan knew Austin when Austin faced him.

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Little things are little, and big things are big.

Austin's heart had so many issues he thought it had shriveled up by now, but Alan was the oxygen in his blood. Made his heart pump full of life.

Alan made so many things in Austin become so big.

He made Austin's belly bigger with laughs.

He made Austin's arms bigger when he flexed to make Alan laugh.

He made Austin's other parts big, without even realizing it.

Alan was the bigger part of Austin.

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"Yes." Alan's mouth shaped.

Austin could kiss Alan at that moment.

~~~

Austin kissed Alan in that moment.

He kissed him so hard, that Alan had to hold onto Austin for dear life.

He pressed his lips right between Alan's, making the poor boy shake and ache.

He let their lips intertwine, and lock into noisy passion.

Poor Alan, he was shaking, and trying to remember how to breathe, and whether it was okay to breathe through his nose.

He was so into the kiss, that as Austin's pressed up onto him, and laughed, he realized his problem.

Alan wanted to run and hide, but Austin just smiled, and bit Alan's bottom lip, pulling it away.

Alan wanted to hide and be loved by his boyfriend all at the same time.

~~~

His boyfriend.

Alan was now Austin boyfriend, and he couldn't be happier.

Alan was also his to keep, and he was so glad.

As he let himself go with the kiss, he felt it.

He felt Alan, little Alan.

And he wanted to pin the boy down and open him up layer by layer.

This only made Austin more greedy, and made Alan gasp more.

Austin let himself nibble at Alan's luscious lips, tasting like berries.

Austin moved his leg between Alan's, and was going to do so much more, until he heard a car pull up.

Then everything came back to the duo, and they separated with small smiles on their lips.

They stood trying to catch their breaths, staring into each others' eyes.

~~~

Austin and Alan stayed at the park till sunset, talking and walking together. Eventually, they made their way back to the gazebo to sit down for a bit.

Once they watched the sunset together, a bright light shined at them.

"Gentlemen, the park is closing in ten minutes." A security guard said at the base of the gazebo.

Austin grabbed Alan's hand, and they started walking back to the car together.

~~~

The boys decided that they wanted to end their lovely night with an innocent sleepover.

Alan called his mother, who was a little too eager on letting Alan spend the night.

"Alan!" Austin called from his bedroom.

Alan came rushing into the room, and saw Austin kneeling at his dresser.

"Catch this." Austin said.

He tossed a shirt and boxers to Alan.

Alan smiled at him and went to the bathroom to change.

After he finished, he walked back into to be greeted with Austin snacking him into a kiss right in front of the door.

~~~

Austin didn't want to rush Alan into anything, but Austin wanted to touch Alan so bad.

Once he got Alan onto the bed, Austin was all over him. He kissed Alan neck, and made sure to leave a pretty mark that would make Alan blush. He licked under his ear which let Austin hear the prettiest noise. He went to put his hand under Alan's shirt, when he felt Alan's tiny hands on his bicep.

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Alan was loving everything, but as soon as Austin touched his stomach, he got a feeling of nausea. He grabbed Austin's arm, and felt Austin completely stop.

He felt Austin give him a kiss on the neck, and lean to his ear.

"Everything okay?" Austin asked, his voice lower than Alan's ever heard.

Alan was scared of ruining the mood, but he didn't want to move forward.

"I-I think we are going a little too far." Alan whispered.

Austin paused beside Alan for a little bit, and that lead to Alan feeling guilty.

"Can I still keep kissing you?" Austin said, kissing under Alan's ear, imprinting a smile.

Alan giggled a little bit. "Of course."

~~~

Alice: 'No' doesn't ruin the mood.

Sorry for the long wait, I had a very busy few weeks, but I have finished school for now, so we are all good.

Also I passed Spanish so... Mi encantan los gatos. (I'm only in Spanish 1 so I sound like I'm five.)

Also, thank you so much for all the comments. THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY! So anyone who comments or supports me, you are literally the best thing ever.

Now, about updates. I try my best, but I am going to be honest here, I'm lazy. So updates will be less frequent. I try my best, but I have lots of video games, cats, and parties. (I know, crazy)

Also, I feel as though the quality in this story is decreasing, so I'm going to create some problem in the next chapter and it's going to be fun.

Anywho, playlist time!

Ride - Twenty One Pilots (Also Polarize and Goner)

Eighteen Cool - Hoodie Allen

AhHa - Nate Ruess

Why Worry - Set It Off

Dial Tones - AS IT IS

Woody Allen - AJR

America's Suitehearts - Fall Out Boy

Hello - SHINee (I'm getting back into K-POP so please recommend me stuff :3)