Okay, time to talk about something that's been bugging me for a while. It's a problem I come up with in my writing. "Cool" vs. "I love this."

And I may just be saying this because of my anxiety, BUT

When people comment "cool" after I post a chapter or a short story I took FOREVER working on. I literally will spend hours trying to craft the perfect sentence, the perfect quote. And all I get is "cool". Cool most of the time is like an "I don't care" or a "well, it was a drag reading that." Or even "it's good".
Cause I'll tell you "it's good" is what I tell my mom when the meal she cooked is horrible and I don't want to hurt her feelings. I feel like it's not that good if I get those types of comments and I honestly try not to scream or sometimes even cry when I read those comments

However, whenever I get those few people comment "I love this!" Or "I'm in love with this!" (Normally only Coper comments this, but there is one other starting to pop up) I like it when I get those comments. I love it when people say that love my writing. It warms my heart. I also love when people highlight what I wrote and decided to comment their about how clever/evil/funny that was of me. Or even the comments at the end that say "aw!" Or "my feels..." That lets me know my writing is actually good, it makes me proud of myself that I'm able to write that good.

But when I get "cool" I can only curl up in a corner and think about what I did wrong.