Sharynn POV

She supposed she was in a relationship now with Trenton.

That was fine by her, Trenton was a nice, sweet guy. He gave her lots of attention, and she liked that. Every day, as he did before, he invited her to lunch, and every day she had to decline. She either ordered in and ate at her desk or skipped lunch. Or at least ate lunch so late in the day it was considered dinner.

She also started online classes to get her Master's degree from Webster University, and that kept her busy. Between work and the coursework, she did not have much time to give Trenton the attention he deserved.

Maybe having a boyfriend right now was not her thing.

"Hey Shar, it's Friday and I have spent no time with you." Trenton was at her office door, standing there, looking so darn handsome she had to smile at him.

The man could dress. Always nicely shaved and hair trimmed as if he got it done every week. She like personal grooming and hygiene in a man.

"Trent, sorry I-"

"Before you tell me no," he held up two bags of food that looked like it came from the cafeteria. "I brought lunch to you."

He walked to her desk and pulled up a chair to sit beside her. He leaned over to give her a kiss, but she backed away.

"Trenton! We're in the office."

"So? No one cares that we're together."

"But that doesn't mean I want to be all kissy face in the office. We have to stay professional." She took a bag from him. "What did you get me?"

"With your little attitude woman, you might starve." He took the bag from her hand.

"I'm sorry!" She leaned over to give him a quick kiss on the mouth. She even added a smile and batted her eyes at him. "There! Thanks for bringing me lunch."

He handed her the bag. "I see we need to work on our manners, huh?"

"Sorry I've been so busy this week." She pulled the burger and fries from the cafeteria. She probably would have skipped lunch if he had not brought it for her.

"It's cool. We have the weekend, right?"

She stuffed her mouth with the burger and nodded. "Yeah, will you cook for me again?"

"Ah! I see, you only like when I feed you."

She smiled at him. "Maybe this weekend we can explore other things."

She didn't know what she thought saying that. She was not her friend Amari, jumping into bed too quickly with someone. She liked Trenton, she enjoyed kissing him, and she enjoyed spending time with him. Sex was a whole other thing.

She could live with it or without it.

She would rather get to know Trenton better before they took things there. She definitely enjoyed cuddling with him and making out. Still, there was a lot more to get to know.

That night, he invited her over to his place because he wanted to cook for her again. Or rather, she asked him to. She was more comfortable at his place now, making herself at home, kicking off her shoes and walking barefoot around his place.

She liked that he already knew her favorite wine and kept a bottle waiting for her. She poured herself a glass and went right in. After a long, stressful day at work, wine was her best friend.

Trenton already in the kitchen, cutting and dicing things. He did not tell her what he was making, so she had to be nosy and look around at everything, watch him do his thing. Some broccoli, cubed chicken breasts and freshly grated parmesan cheese. He had it set up like he was on a cooking show or something.

She continued to watch, as he looked so serious doing everything.

"You cook a lot?"

"I have to eat."

"I have to eat too, but I don't cook a lot."

"Now you have me."

She liked the sound of that. She sipped more of her wine and continued to watch him. Damn! His actions had a hint of sensuality. She was so turned on by him right now.

She walked up to him, wrapped her arms around his waist and cuddled against his back.

He stopped what he stirred in the pot with a sideways glance at her. "Hey Shar, you're too close while I'm over this hot stove."

"Okay, I'll move." She started to move away, but he pulled her back to him, wrapped her arms back around his midsection.

"Na, I like it though."

So she stayed cuddled up on his back, arms wrapped around him while he finished cooking. It smelled so good, and every time she tried to dip her fingers in it to taste, he smacked her hand away.

"What if I give you a kiss for a taste?" She started to kiss his neck. "Feed me, feed me!"

He pulled her to him and gave her a long, passionate kiss. She forgot about the good smelling food, she wanted to stand there and kiss him.

"You're very distracting. I'm going to burn the food."

"No, don't do that!"

She gave him some space as he finished the food. She helped him with the salad, with veggies from his garden, and there were also fresh bread rolls to go with the chicken Alfredo with broccoli he made. She refilled her wine glass, and Trenton drank tea.

They sat in his dining room and ate, and again, she did not care if she ate like a pig in front of him. The food was so good, and she wolfed down her plate before he even finished his and went for seconds. The Alfredo sauce was homemade and tasted so good she nearly licked it clean.

No, she indeed went in to lick the plate. She had no shame.

"Ummm, Shar, you can't be that hungry," Trenton said, watching her lick the plate.

"Mmmm," was all she said.

"Where does all the food go, you're so tiny."

She hated mention of her weight. These were times when skinny was not in, and she hated she was not as curvy as some women. She would never consider buying fake breasts or a butt, but she wished she knew how to grow it naturally. Eating as much as she could still did not make her thick in all the right places.

"You think I'm too skinny?"

He was quick to respond with, "No! No way! I think you're fine as is. It's your body, long as you're healthy."

He was a bigger guy, she assumed he liked curvier girls. Her assumption all wrong, because Trenton had always been attracted to her. She didn't repulse him or anything. The more she got to know him, she wished she would have gone out with him sooner.

They put everything away, packed her some food to take home, then settled down in his entertainment room downstairs. She was in her favorite position, in his arms, her arms around him as she cuddled close.

"What do you want to watch?" He grabbed the remote and tried to hand it to her, but she pushed it away.

"Nothing." She leaned in to kiss him as her hand caressed under his shirt. She had never in her life made the first move.

"Oh, I see it's like that tonight."

"I want to try some things."

She slid her hand inside his pants, immediately feeling his length, hard, pressed up against his lower belly. She took it in her hand and caressed it, up and down.

"You like that?"

"Yeah...you have soft hands."

"You want me to do it harder?"

"No, you good." He slid his hand around her neck, bringing her closer so he could kiss her. His other hand went to her hand on him, helping her move up and down his smooth shaft.

She wondered if he wanted more than just a hand job. Maybe she should give him oral. She wasn't sure what to do next.

"Mmm, Shar, baby, You gotta tell me what you want me to do for you now."

She shrugged. Sex? Were they ready to go all out?

He stopped her hand and looked at her. "The things I want to do to you...but I can wait. We don't have to rush, we're still getting to know each other."

She nodded, suddenly mute. No words came to her.

"Although...I do want to lick you like you licked that plate." He licked his lips. "Can I?"

Again, a nod, because she truly was at a loss for words.

He situated the pillows on the couch, then he lay her back on one. He undid her pants, pulled them down, then her panties. She lay there exposed to him while he watched her.

He spread her legs and then with no words, his face went between her thighs, and she let out a loud gasp when she felt his tongue licking her outer lips. She flinched, tensed up and body went stiff as a board.

Trenton stopped and looked up at her. "You okay?"

"Mmm hmmm."

He went back down, this time, his tongue licking between her folds, flicking across her clit and sucking on it. Her body spasmed, and she moaned too loud and twisted her body, nearly trapping Trenton between her thighs.

Trenton stopped, unlocked her thighs from around him and looked up at her.

"You don't like it?"

"No! No...I mean, yes! I do. Keep going."

She had to relax and enjoy. This was new to her. Yes, new! She had never had someone do oral sex on her. With Richard, her first, he wasn't trying to do that, even though she gave him oral sex. There were only two other guys after that, and neither had done the things Trenton was doing to her right now.

He truly licked her like he was licking a plate clean. To control her crazy convulsions, he gripped her thighs tight and held them apart while he devoured her. Then she felt a tidal wave of emotion from the center of her core that radiated through her body, then pulsated in her intimate part till she exploded.

It left her shaking and light-headed. Her legs felt weak even though Trenton held them.

He finally moved away, licking his lips.

"You good?"

Was that an orgasm? That's what an orgasm felt like? She never felt one before. She realized just then she never had one while having sex. That made her shiver and shake more.

"Hey, Shar baby, what's wrong?" He fixed her pants and pulled her up to him. "Tell me anything. What's going on with you?"

"Umm...I..." She had to focus to get the words out. She was embarrassed about it. "I've never had someone have oral sex on me."

"What?" The shock was on his face. "No one? Not even Rich boy?"

"No! We were kids when we were together. And I...I haven't been with many others...and nothing serious."

"You've been dealing with young boys, baby, I'm a whole grown man and I see nothing wrong with tasting my woman and pleasing her. I'm here for you. Whatever you want me to do, I'm going to do it for you."

Got damn! She needed him in her life.

"Can we...can you do that again?"

He grinned. "You ain't said nothing but a word."