I cry not because you can never be mine.
I cry not because you are not by my side.
I cry not because they say I deserve better.

I cry because I'm unable to stop missing you,
I cry because I'm unable to forget the shitty past where I was never yours,
I cry because I'm unable to stop thinking about the way you looked and smiled at me for the first time,
I cry because I'm unable to apply the positive suggestions that they provide,
I cry because I'm unable to forget about you,
I cry because I'm unable to move on,
I cry because I'm unable to let you go,
I cry because I'm unable to accept the things that my life throws at me,
I cry because I'm unable to love myself,
And I cry because I'm unable to survive when I really want is to die.