NANONS POV

For as long as I could remember, I've been under the spotlight since a young age and I've loved every second of it thanks to my parents. So I've met quite a lot of people in my life and have always been surrounded by all sorts of people. Even now, as I'm sitting through an event, along with my loving parents and hopefully my two best friends, Chimon and Ohm, who are amazing actors like myself, not to mention one of the best things to happen to me, kind of best friends, always looking out for one another, I could count on them for anything and die for them if I had to.

and not to mention completely missing from the event .

'Where are these assholes anyway? I thought as I grabbed my phone out from the back of my pocket, texting Ohm.

TripleNmAsterPlayer- Ass

JustAfriend- I got caught up in traffic, so I'll be there as soon as I can >_<

He answered almost immediately, as always, and that made me smile. Some people may not know this, but Ohm is most probably the nicest guy I've ever met. He's attentive and consistent, smart and a bit of a dork. With those sorts of qualities, he'd make a great boyfriend to anyone in the future. Not to mention, he's amazing and a huge scaredy cat. If you must know, this man's be damn near a heart attack for sudden confetti falling from the sky. The same goes for Chimon. He's an amazing friend as well, and even though I've known him longer, I'm a lot closer to Ohm than I am to him.

The first time I met Ohm, he tried to act cool while filming the trailer for Blacklist, and I remember hating his guts and face, but that feeling subsided as soon as we got closer, finding out he wasn't as assholy as I thought he was, and by that I mean at all, the guy was a literal angel, and as girls would say, the whole package. We just clicked one day, and he's never given me a reason not to trust him. He's always been concerned about me. He listens to everything I say. Method acting isn't for everyone, but it works for me, and he understands and knows exactly when I'm myself and when I'm not, and knows that I use my characters as a defence mechanism when I need to in certain situations because they never really go away, and he intrigues me for some reason. 

I'm not saying Chimon doesn't know all this already, but I've just given up on trying to understand my weird feelings towards Ohm and just categorized it as more than friends but less than lovers. I felt it was fitting because at some point, I knew I may have liked him a lot more than I should have, but a romantic relationship felt like it was just out of my reach and I forced myself not to even think about it and to bury the thought.

But I cheated myself many times. The number of times I know I looked at him with stars in my eyes is scary to tell. That was something I failed miserably at masking, and thus it resulted in me hitting him when I'm too flustered to speak like some second grade school kid or back hugging him, which I've become accustomed to whenever I get the chance. I get excited and I just hug and inhale his scent many times because it calms me and he doesn't mind. He never does when it comes to me and I take full advantage of that privilege, which I'm sure a lot of his fans must be so jealous of, but who cares, just like that one time I back hugged him in front of our friends and asked him to give me some encouragement and then he kissed my cheek. It was all caught on camera as I saw it surfacing on twitter, but the kiss on the cheek wasn't recorded because the camera filming us had turned just in time. The only thing though is that you could hear the sound the kiss made but nothing more than that. Ever since I sort of understood what I was feeling, I found myself searching the room for his presence, and when I found him, my heart was at ease in a way.

TripleNmAsterPlayer-Okay, but drive safely will you

JustAfriend- Non Non But I'm always driving safely. You calling me a bad driver 

TripleNmAsterPlayer- You're texting and driving. Which part of that is safe again?

JustAfriend- But you're texting me though.

TripleNmAsterPlater- And? Are you saying I'm more important than your life then?

JustAfriend-maybe I am

'This man'

JustAfriend- And besides, I'm at a stand still, so... keep me company.

TripleNmAsterPlayer- No can do. I'll see you later. I need to go and converse like the adult I am.

JustAfriend- Mmkay see you later.

I waited for his reply before putting my phone away again, conversing with my peers just as I had told him.

About a half an hour had passed by when I finally saw Ohm walking in through the doors. We locked eyes across the room, and I swear I stopped working that moment. He had his head tilted to the side as he walked over towards me, all cutesy, walking straight up towards me and grabbing my hands, and even though I'm tall, he had a 5 cm height difference on me, so I still kinda had to look up.

"Nanooon," he said, stretching out my name.

"Are you tired or what?" I asked, pulling my hands out of his grip to ruffle his hair, and he nodded his head.

"Poor baby. The events are almost over anyway, but really, you didn't miss much. Same old same old," I rambled.

"Have you seen Chimon?" he asked.

"I called him ten minutes ago, and he said he's sick."I informed him as I pulled him over towards the couch in the corner of the room.

"Hey," he said, after laying his head down on my lap.

"What?"

"your parent's left just as I came in" he said scratching his head "said they were in a hurry or something and asked me to take you home" he then turned to look at me with a smile on his face

"Well, I guess you're stuck with me."

My reflex kicked in and I hit him.

'I could never handle his stare'

"Do you suddenly have energy, not tired anymore? What are you smiling so much for? "I asked 

"I appreciate your parents' trust in me, and that's great." Ohm said, looking away from me, messing around with his fingers.

"Yuck. They are blinded by your charm. It's ridiculous, "I said, chuckling as I shook my head.

"You said it, not me. I bet I could even ask your mother her blessing to date you and she'll hand you over to me no questions ask because I'm a walking green flag" when he said this, my laughter stopped immediately but my smile faded as I looked down.

"Why so quiet now?" He asked, poking my cheek.

"Don't kid yourself," I exclaimed, flicking his head and pushing him off of me.

"When will you stop being so mean to me?" he asked, pouting now.

Placing my hands down on either side of me, I leaned in close, whispering, "When pigs fall from the sky, that's when." Pulling away again as he grunted at me.

"We should go, everyone's starting to leave now," he said, looking around at the room. "I'll meet you back at the car, I know you've got plenty of people to greet still. k"

I nodded my head, watching as he walked away from me again, greeting people as he made his way towards the front door and disappearing out of sight. It wasn't until I watched him leave completely that I realised I probably needed to get up myself.

And that's exactly what I did, greeting only a few people before quickly making my way towards his car outside. I saw that he was on his phone, all emersed as he listened in on his radio like an old man. I suddenly felt the need to scare this scaredy cat. The opportunity had risen and I couldn't pass up the chance to scare the living bejeejee's out of him, all in the name of him making me like him.

"BOO!!" I screamed, abruptly pulling open the passenger side, and when I tell you that he looked like he saw a ghost, he was colourless in the face from the sudden scare.

"Shit Nanon!!" He screamed at me, but that only made him laugh harder. He was so completely shaken.

"Are you trying to kill me?" he asked as he held his chest, breathing heavily.

"I'm sorry" I said bending down to look at his shaky self in the car.

"You're evil, you know that. "Just get in already," he said, and I plopped down on the seat, closing the door.

"Hey," he softly said, his sweet angelic voice pulling at my heart strings.

"That was quick, though. Did you miss me that much, Non? "he teasingly said, poking my cheeks again. Does this man ever get tired of being a flirt? Not even being scared out of his wits can stop his antics.

"Hardly. I just can't wait to get in bed and sleep, "I said, swatting his hands away.

"You're lying," he said, starting the car.

and I was

Sometimes I just enjoy watching him drive. I liked it and everything he did. Then I would go live on Instagram, recording him just so I could watch him through the lens of my phone without an excuse. just like I'm about to do now.

I went live on Instagram and he noticed, so he started singing along to the radio really loudly, every now and then glancing back at the camera as I continued to record, and even though he was probably singing towards our fans, it felt like he was singing to me. 

"Are you enjoying yourself?" I smiled at him over the phone.

"Yeah, of course. I enjoy being your chauffer very much, Nanon, "he said, tapping on the steering wheel before making kissy notions at the camera.

"Really, is that so? And what if I wanted you to be my chauffer all my life? " I asked, the confidence coming from God knows where. He turned to look at me for a second before focusing back on the road with a slight smile on his face.

"What do you think?" he asked me.

Something in the air changed after I'd asked him that, I could feel it.

Before I could answer, suddenly it started to pour, the rain picking up exponentially by the second. I turned the camera on myself, saying that I'm going to end it here as a precaution and that I loved and missed everyone before excused myself and kissed them goodbye.

"At least the car didn't break down. That would stink," he said, chuckling. Slowly, I turned so that I was lying on my side against the seat, watching as he laughed.

"Music to my ears," I thought as I stared at the side of his face, my gaze trailing down the length of his side profile.

"Right?" he asked, suddenly turning to look at me. catching me off guard.

"Eyes on the road, jackass. You want to kill us too? "I said, scolding him, shaking my head as I looked outside the window. Just then, a scraping sound could be heard coming from the engine, and before we knew it, the car had slowed down completely, but before that, Ohm had turned the steering wheel so that the car would pull up towards the side of the road.

"Look at what you've done now. You spoke too soon, fool," I said, hitting him, and he gave me a bewildered look.

"That doesn't make sense. You find every reason to hit me don't you, I could just be my helping Samaritan self, tying your shoelace for you and you'd slap me I bet, "he said, challenging me as he came in closer.

"So?" I said, with my chin held high, even if I sounded unreasonable.

"You're unbelievable. What are we going to do now? "We won't be able to do anything about the car now; it's pouring out there," he said, leaning into his seat.

I looked around us and saw that there was, in fact, a hotel just across the road.

"There problem solved. I'm hungry, so let's get out of here fast, "I said, pointing towards the hotel, unbuckling my seat belt fast.

"Wait," he said, pulling me back down by the arm. The impact, though, had me almost face planting my face against his own.

'Damn his strength' I thought as I was inches away from his face, my hands planted down on the seat as I fell forward when he pulled me. It's also the only reason why there's distance between us right now, and I was thankful. I don't know what I would do if I accidently kissed him just now.

"What now?" I said, trying not to blush.

"you about to run out there with your phone in your hand? Put it in this sealer, as well as a mask to hide our faces, and also, because it's COVID, they won't allow us in anyway. I've also got three T-shirts, a sealed pack of underwear and pants in the back. Lemme grab it quickly," he said handing it over to me. Embarrassed, I quickly took it, placing my phone inside.

"Thank you," I said, glancing at him, "but why are you so damn ready for this?"

"You're welcome, I don't know, I just always have spares and God I did," he said and grabbed my cheeks.

"My honey was just hungry and sleepy. All he wanted to do was get in bed, "he said, and I pushed him away, glaring at him.

"come on" I said as I got out of the car. The pouring rain hitting me hard as I made my way over to Ohm

"you good?" he asked me and I nodded my head profusely, freezing.

I wiped my face, looking out for traffic before we could cross the road when I felt him sliding his hand in my own and holding onto it tightly.

I looked down at our entwined hands, smiling at them as a squeezed them tighter.

"It's clear. Let's go" he said before taking off without a warning, pulling me along.

"race you there" I said, freeing my hand and speeding past him quickly. Needless to say, we were soaked from head to toe when we got to the front door, which I won by the way. I'm an athlete, of course.

"Damnit," he said, catching his breath, leaning his back against the entrance door of the hotel, the rain still reaching us.

"Let's get inside before there aren't any rooms available" I said going inside and placing on my mask, Ohm following in suit.

I walked over towards the lady in front and greeted her respectfully "Is there perhaps a room available for me and a friend of mine" I asked and she checked her computer. 

"Online bookings are the only available chances of getting a room at this hotel, but since it's this late, I'll allow it just this once. Don't tell my boss about this though." She said, smiling at Ohm as she tucked her hair behind her ears, Ohm, who hadn't thought of putting on his ask despite telling me to.

"It's our little secret then" he said glancing at me from the side of his eyes.

"Well. You're lucky; there's one room left tonight, a singular queen size bedroom at 2000 baht. You interested She asked, batting her eyes at Ohm, grabbing a paper to write something down before handing it over to Ohm.

"My number. Call me sometime" she said and giggled and all Ohm did was stare.

I slammed my credit card on the counter, glaring at her from behind my mask "We'll take it. It's inappropriate to be flirting like this Miss I suggest you just do your job " I threatened,

"I'm flattered but I'm not interested" Ohm kindly said. Her eyes turned the size of two plates as she struggled to find the words to say, pulling her hand back with the paper. Scanning my card and handing it back to me along with the key of the room.

"Room number 65 on the fifth floor. Have a great stay" she said picking up her phone and walking away from us.

"Sheesh nanon korapat. You just made a girl cry," he said, chuckling as we entered the elevator, and I only shrugged, pressing the button for the fifth floor.

"I didn't mean to" I said looking elsewhere

"Bullshit. I've never seen you more serious in my life"

"How would you know what I looked like? I had my mask on and was remember" I fired back.

"I just know it" he said tilting his head. When the doors opened up I quickly walked out, looking at the numbers on the doors, until I came across room 65.

"Found it," I said, removing my mask as I opened up the door, wanting nothing more than to dive down on the bed, but then I remembered we were soaking wet.

I turned around and Ohm shoved a packet in my hands "Take a shower and change before you fall sick, and if it gets cold you can wear the gown too" he said ruffling my hair and I let him as I stared at his face lost in his eyes, saying nothing as he too turned me around, pushing me in the direction of the bathroom to change.

After taking a shower. I looked in the mirror, trying to style my hair when I saw skin care products on the side of the zinc still sealed up. I took it out and did the face mask ordeal with my hair slicked back, I walked right out after doing it.

"This is why you took your time, Pampering yourself. Where did you even find it anyway" he said, getting up from the bed

"they were hotel compliments I guess" I said rolling my eyes "and my skin felt dry so..." I said trailing off

"It was. You looked great to me" he said winking as he made his way pass me. Our fingers brushing slightly.

"Would you just take a shower" I said throwing him with a pillow but he only dodged it, throwing the pillow back at me from the bathroom before shutting the door behind himself.

I then plopped down on the bed, lying down on my stomach as I scrolled through my twitter feed, waiting on Ohm to finish up so we could order in. When he finally came out, shirtless might I add, I was comfortably still lying down, my chin resting on my folded arms when he literally decided to dive on the bed, shaking my soul. His fat ass legs rested across my back. He then shuffled next to me, asking if I was hungry yet.

"starving" I mumbled against my hand

He then handed the phone over towards me, nudging me "Order all you want. My treat"

I then took the phone from him slowly "You sure about that. You know you spoil me too much, right"

"I don't see why's that a problem" he said seriously

'It is when it makes me feel things'

"Alright. I'll order extra then. I promise I will. And what we won't finish now we could eat tomorrow morning, "I said.

"Sounds like a deal" he said and we fist bumped on it

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Nom Nom

"You really do love to eat," Ohm mumbled as he watched me. We had already put some of the dishes away after the food arrived.

"It's one of my love languages. Don't you know" I nonchalantly said.

And then I froze after realising what I'd just said. Chewing slower on my food now 

"uhrm what I mean is....I mean It's not..... I don't know why I just said that" I said trying to play it off, grabbing a drum stick from the table and munched on it.

"This is really good," I said, noticing as Ohm started to move in closer to me, so I moved further away from him the more he got closer.

"I know that" He whispered in my ear. I turned to look at him a bit too quickly and our lips almost touched

"Do you wanna know mine?" he asked me, grabbing my hand in his. I looked down at our hands and back towards him.

"If I like someone, I like to spoil them every chance I get. I enjoy bickering with them and would go out of my way to make them comfortable or to make sure their doing alright and it may sound toxic to other people but we hit each other a lot but we're sweet afterwards and that's because I love them and it works for us. I love hugging them, holding their hands, I always want to be close to them. I do this in the name of affirmation in my actions but yours are a lot more physical then mine huh...my dominant baby" he said and traced his thumb over my bottom lip 

"you should know that I love the pain" my heart at this point, beating as fast as it can

"Ohm-" I said, my voice coming off shaky

"I like you. Nanon" he confessed as he entwined our fingers together this time "and I know you like me too"

'Still trying to process everything and feeling overwhelmed'

"I know this is overwhelming for you and you don't have to say it now. I just want you to know that I know and that I feel the same way" he said and caressed my face, giving me a sweet smile. 

Just as he was about to pull his hands away from my face. I held them back by placing mine over his 

"kiss me" I said. Demanded. Looking at him with years worth of build up and internalized suppression that I just felt like letting loose.

He closed the distance between us in a split second, and when our lips touched, it felt electric, just like in the movies, I felt the world disappear the moment I closed my eyes. I guess it's different when you're in love. Our lips moved in sync, slow and gentle, I'll definitely never forget this moment.

My hand that was placed over his on my cheek, found itself latched onto his neck, pulling him closer to me. The other hand that was placed on my lap, I slowly brought it up, caressing his naked chest before grabbing his neck and kissing him harder with a fervent urgency, he then covered hands over mine. I knew I wanted more and what better time would be more perfect then right now. We were alone with no one to disturb us.

I pulled away slightly only to climb onto his lap, moving in as close as possible, my eyes clouded with nothing but lust and love for this man in front of me

and he's all mine now

"Mine" I whispered, my fingers tracing over his abs, admiring his body up close was a dream come true and before I knew it I had gripped the back of his hair, yanking it back and attacking his neck with my lips with an animal instinct, sucking and kissing my way up. His smell almost hypnotic. When I reached his jawline, my grip on his hair loosened up as I started pressing light feathery kisses alongside his jaw, slowly turning them into open mouthed kisses with my tongue just barely touching his skin, kissing my way up to his mouth and running my tongue over his lips, teasing him. I pulled away a bit to look at him

"I love you" I said, liking the way it rolled off of my tongue, the smile that was threatening to show came out from ear to ear

"I love you too" He said bopping our noses together. Undressing me with his eyes, I felt like I was under his spell. My fingers, that were timidly tugging at the edge of my own sweater, were no longer the case, as soon as I locked eyes with his once again I knew exactly what I wanted and I wanted it now. I gripped the edge of my shirt, stronger this time and pulled it over my head. 

I felt completely vulnerable but it felt right like this was where I belonged and I relaxed down into his hold. He caressed my neck, bringing our lips closer in a kiss. I pushed him down on the bed and he flipped us over instead, pinning my hands above my head.

A tingly sort of warmth had risen from my stomach to my chest. Ohms' lips were coming in closer to mine and as soon as I parted my lips, his lips came crashing down on mine hard. My toes curled at the contact, drowning out all other thoughts as I felt his body frame lean over mine.He pulled away for a second only to claim my lips again, and with that much intensity, I felt my knees weaken. Ohm slid in between my legs and thrust against me.

"Mmhg, pants off!!" I said, lifting my hips to pull mine off, to which he helped pull them down half way before removing his own, giggling as he moved back in, catching my lips in a chaste kiss, but I pushed him back, climbing on top of him as I pulled the blankets over my head, covering his midsection too.

I pulled his boxes down his legs and removed mine as well, kicking them off of my feet. I grabbed his member with my hands and traced the length with the finger all the way to the tip before sucking it with my mouth.

"ahhh, Nnanon" Ohm moaned, and I knew I was probably doing a good job at it. I worked my way down, licking, and all the way back to my tip before taking it into my mouth, bobbing my head up and down as it hit the back of my throat time after time. The burning sensation felt good.

"Oh god" he said throwing his head back in ecstasy, his hands now gripping my hair tightly, setting a pace for me to follow and once I was following it he'd let go

"Ahh I'm close. fuck" he moaned and I sucked long and hard Until he was at his breaking point, I pulled away with a pop and climbed up on his body.

"Did you like that?" I asked smiling down at him and he nodded his head "Yeah". He tried to kiss after but I pushed him back down on his chest.

"suck" I said holding my four fingers at his lips and he raised his brow at me "Do it, don't be stubborn. I'm not asking again" 

'Wow. His right. I am dominate'

"Or what? What if I want to be stubborn" Ohm said giving me a cheeky grin, I smiled, leaning in close

"Hmm?"

"If you're stubborn, I'm going to fuck you dry and it's going to hurt really badly. I want to make sure you feel really good when I'm inside of you. I want to make sure you're comfortable," I said, tracing my finger down his chest and across his waist. I could feel him shiver beneath my touch, and without me asking again, he held my four fingers in front of his lips before pulling them into his mouth and sucking. A few moments later, he pulled them out again.

"enjoying that a little too much I see" I teasingly said, pressing my lips against his, drowning out whatever he was about to say, and I did so as I pressed in the first finger. Pushing pass his inner walls as he whimpered against my lips. I pressed in with the second finger and scissored him slowly, and by the third he was sort of used to it. I pulled my fingers out and positioned myself between his legs.

"Tell me when you're ready okay" I said kissing his cheek

"Do it" he said looking up at me, his eyes holding all consent. I leaned over his frame, my arm on the side of his head, holding myself up as I started pushing in slowly.

I kissed the side of his neck as I pushed in further, and with the final push, I was balls deep inside. Our hips molded together as one. He put his head back when I was finally all in, breathing heavily for a moment until he finally calmed down. His face held no terror as I looked at him.

"You can move now. Please" Looking at his flustered face, I searched his eyes for reassurance and a moment later was met with a mirrored smile and that was all I needed.

I held his face as I kissed him, pulling out almost completely before slamming back in again. He's body now shuddering beneath me as a thrusted in again and again, pulling away from his lips.

"Yes! Nanon right there!" His voice sounded a lot like a moan or a growl, and it was music to my ears. A pleasurable shock of sensation crawled over my body in an instant as he dug his nails into my back, latching his mouth to my neck as he breathed vigorously against my skin, running his hands across my back and gripping my waist as we locked lips again in an open-mouthed kiss. 

"I'm close" he whispered, pulling away from his lips and kissing his neck 

"me too" he breathlessly said before I caught his lips in a deep kiss, close to cuming now, our kisses slowed down exponentially, the intimacy between us affirmatively stronger as we came together.

I pulled out slowly, slumping down beside him and pulling him into my arms, his back against my chest as I kissed his shoulder

"let's do it again" I said whispered in his ear and he turned around, looking at me perplexed 

"Are you serious?" Ohm tiredly asked

"What a nagger"

"that's my line" he said frowning 

"They say when you're with someone you start to act like them, must be the universe working" I said as a matter of fact

"What are you even saying" he said completely drained "let's just take a shower" he said sitting up

"yeah sure" I said getting up as well until he stopped me, pointing his finger at my chest

"Just. A. Shower"

"Of course. If you say so" I said nodding my head

"Good. Clean up the sheets please, you can join in afterwards" he said limping along towards the bathroom and shutting the door behind him. I cleaned up quickly, tidying the bed and all before joining him in the bathroom.

"You just said we're not doing it again"

"I say a lot of things" Ohm complained

EARLY THE NEXT MORNING

I lied awake the next morning, smiling fondly at the back of Ohm's head as we laid spooned on the bed. I was the big spoon, though he was still fast asleep at this time. I made sure to keep him close to me, I had my arm wrapped across his waist, my hand in his.

I propped myself up on my elbow, watching his sleeping face before sniffling his shoulder and kissing it right afterwards. I then laid down again, my face now buried in his neck as I kissed it softly, squeezing him closer as I nestled my face in his neck, smelling him. This time, waking Ohm up, who was grunting sleepily, I propped myself back up on my elbow, watching him with a smile as I laid my chin on his shoulder.

"I think we've had enough, youngster" Ohm said without even opening his eyes

"hey" I said after moving a bit to get comfortable

"yes?" he said 

"was I good?" I asked, looking down at him. He sleepily turned his face, his eyes barely open "Yes" he said giving me a lopsided smile and turning back around again with a smile now plastered on his face. I pulled him closer and leaned in closer to his ear.

"How much do I get, out of ten?" Ohm sighed heavily and I couldn't stop myself from smiling either, then he held up his finger, grunted and brought up his first, giving me a 10.

I then leaned back smirking, stretching out my arm as he turned around to look at me still barely awake, shifting my outstretched arm so that it was under his neck before pulling him in close to me. I turned my face to look at him only to find him already looking back

"Are you happy now?" he asked me. I nodded my head as I smirked, turning away before looking back at him again, smiling at each other. I pulled Ohm closer, his head now lying on my chest as I ran my fingers through his soft hair in contentment until I fell asleep again.

THE END