Evan's POV

I had no sleep again. It's been 3 days straight skyping Delirious all night. I don't know why I want to stay with him all night, it's just when I leave him, I feel empty.

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I rubbed my hands on my face, 8 am. I always have my alarm set up in case I fall asleep. I have a thing for waking up at a decent time. I can't stand if I wake up at like noon.

I got up out of my chair and walked over to my night stand to take my phone off the charger. I turned off the alarm and slowly walked down the hallway to the kitchen. I saw the pot of coffee and I instantly smiled. I ran to it like a little kid running to the tree Christmas morning. I grabbed the biggest cup I own and pour the coffee in. Still warm from 4 am. I smiled wide as I walked to the living room and sat on the couch. I took a sip and turned on the news.

Jonathan's POV

I set my headset down and looked at the clock, 11 am; almost time for lunch.

I get up and almost fall over.

'Holy fuck, hella bad pins and needles'

I rub my legs and slap them a few times before I walk to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror.

'Hello zombie face'

I pull my face around a little. My bags have gotten ten times worse than what they were before, and my cheeks are a little more inward. Weird. I thought I was eating more than normal...

I grab my pills, anti-depressants. Two a day, one morning, one night.

I roll my eyes during my daily routine. I refuse to be treated like I have a fucking problem. But at the same time, I know I do. I brush my hair back. I need some food and a nap.

I go downstairs and look at my brightly lighten living room, it's too bright. I walk in the living room and see my dog sleeping on her bed, I let her sleep on my bed, but she refuses unless there's a storm outside.

'That's my dog, sleeping in late'

I smile and keep walking to the kitchen. I grab the cereal and the milk. I pour the cereal and the milk in the bowl and set it down. I like my cereal soft.

I look at the notebook and pen that I keep on the counter. I flipped it open. I need to go food shopping. I think, and start writing down a list.