I am just done with life. I am in too much pain. I can't stand it. My family hates me. My dad doesn't accept me because I'm a lesbian. I just want to end my life. No one knows what I'm going through. I want to cut myself but I don't. I just want to die.

I only stay here because my friends would break if I was gone. I'm starting to fail school because my out of school life is so messed up. I don't even want to talk about love. I have gotten my heart broke so many times, I've lost count.

I want to die so very badly, but I don't. I have saved a friend from killing theirself. I need someone to save me. I need a special reason to live. I need to live for my friends but I want another reason.

I just want to die. But I can't die. I want to kill myself. But I don't do it because of my friends. They need to help me more. If you are my friend, please help me...