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chapter 7: Jimin's struggle

Rapmonster unraveled the curtains revealing the dark blue sky light. He sighed and walked over towards Jimin's bed where he lay silent, asleep.

Rapmonster shook him awake, at some distance, to not get hit by Jimin's fit of swinging when he first woke up.

Jimin angrily sat up and glared at Rapmonster.

"Why do you always wake me up so early?" He snapped.

Rapmonster sighed. "You would've rather wanted to dream about her again?"

Jimin scoffed. "You think you know me so well don't you?" He asked as he pulled on a white T shirt that was a little tight.

Rapmonster nodded. "You talk in your sleep Jimin. You should be glad I'm here because I'm the only roommate that would take you. You know Elmore would've punched a hole in the wall hearing your whispers and cries-"

"Shut up!" Jimin threw a pillow at him and slouched when it didn't touch Rapmonster.

Rapmonster looked at him simpatheticaly like he usually did which angered Jimin more.

Jimin just got up and left to the bathroom. He figured he didn't need Rapmonster's sympathy. Or anyone's.

*

They both walked to there first class and they were the only ones there as usual. Rapmonster sat back in his seat while Jimin went through the professor's drawers.

"I don't understand why you just won't let me cheat off of you Rapmonster. Going through the teachers things are a little burdensome." He said his eyes scanning the teachers paperwork.

Rapmonster opened one eye. "Oh? No you may not or ever cheat on me. People will get suspicious. My answers are unique and thoughtful and it wouldn't make sense if we thought the same way."

Jimin rolled his eyes. "I would phrase it differently. I'm not an idiot. Just the idea of the answer would be nice now and then." Jimin paused and walked over to Rapmonster "you're so smart, but you refuse to do well. Are you going to tell me why?"

Rapmonster sighed. "When you tell me why you abandoned her then I'll tell you why." He said closing his eyes in attempt to sleep again.

Jimin's lips formed a straight line and he turned around to find the exam papers again.

Jimin heard the click of the doorknob, which meant someone was coming in.

The door flew open as he dropped the test papers in horror. He had never gotten caught, and he knew he would be kicked out if he did.

Thread stood at the door surprised to see him.

Jimin instantly got mad. "What are you doing here?! Class doesn't start for forty minutes!" He yelled at him, angry Thread had caught him but also relieved.

Jimin saw Thread looked nervous. He instantly felt a pang of guilt for yelling at the little guy, but he was just upset he saw what he was doing.

He walked over to Thread. "Don't you dare say anything about what you saw ." He said more as a threat.

Jimin could tell Thread was nervous. He swallowed hard and his eyes were wide. "What- what did I see?" Jimin almost laughed. Thread was trying to act brave, but he just looked like a scared puppy.

Jimin rolled his eyes. "You know what you saw. I was going through the teacher's desk don't act dumb. Why are you here so early?".

"I uh.... I was trying to get some alone time." He replied.

"Alone time? You're always alone. You don't have any friends." Jimin said looking him up and down.

Thread shook his head. "I do! Christian...." He swallowed. Jimin could see Thread knew he shouldn't have said that. "And alone time from one of my friends, V. He's a nice kid and all I just don't really know...." Thread stopped talking realizing Jimin couldn't care less.

"Yeah? Well get out. Don't come back until class starts." He said. Thread nodded quickly and made his way back into the hall.

"You don't have to be that mean Jimin. You know we got you covered." Rapmonster said.

Jimin rolled his eyes. "I can take care of him myself."

There was a long silence as Jimin sat into his seat.

"You know who Blin looks like?" Rapmonster asked.

"Whose Blin?" Jimin asked.

"Thread, Thread's name is Blin."

Jimin gasped. "Oh. I forgot he had another name. So, who does he look like?"

Rapmonster opened both eyes. "He looks like June."

Jimin's face became red with anger. "No he doesn-" he stopped remembering Blin's Green eyes and light freckles.

Rapmonster is right. They do look alike. He thought, his blood boiling.

"You know not to mention June. Why the heck did you do that to me?" He asked looking away from Rapmonster to hide the hurt in his eyes. Rapmoster could read him well, Jimin didn't want to give him the satisfaction of being right.

Jimin felt a firm hand on his shoulder. "It's okay to miss someone." Rapmonster said softly.

Jimin pushed his hand off. "What do you know?" He said harshly as students and the professor started to come in the room.

Elmore sat beside Jimin on his other side and Thread, no, Blin came and sat down in the seat infront of him, where he usually sat.

"Bad morning?" Elmore asked.

Jimin nodded not wanting to talk. He hated Rapmonster brought her up.

*

Elmore shook Jimin out of his dream. "Time for the next class Jimin." He nodded, rubbing the tiredness out of his eyes.

Rapmonster groaned. "I have to go get tutored. What a waste of time. I'm smarter than my tutor."

"Just don't show up. It's a free period, go get food or something." Elmore said running his hand through his black, greasy hair.

Rapmonster nodded. "He says he needs me but I'm sure he just wants to gets credits or some crap. No one just comes to this school and gets threatened to be kicked out on a another person's grades."

Jimin walked away not caring with Elmore trailing behind leaving Rapmoster to leave to his session.

Jimin saw Blin leave with Rapmonster and he laughed. "So Thread is smart, and he might get kicked out if Rapmonster doesn't get better grades? This will be interesting." He said smiling.

He saw Blin's eyes flicker over his and he instantly looked away. He didn't want him thinking he was looking at him. Jimin cleared his throat before walking away. Blin's eyes really did resemble June's, and now Jimin couldn't unsee it.

Jimin walked into his next class irritated to see V fighting with Christian again. They were always fighting, and it was annoying.

V swung his arm sloppily towards Christian's face and Christian dodged it without much difficulty leaving Christian the opportunity to strike him perfectly in the gut. But he didn't. As usual. Christian didn't like fighting, and that disgusted Jimin. He wouldn't stick up for himself, even when he had the opportunity to hurt V.

V recovered from his sloppy punch then backed away from Christian, frustrated.

How is Thread even friends with a jerk like that. He thought towards V. He had never liked V, he always thought he was missing a few screws.

Jimin shifted his attention to the professor as he began speaking. And when that didn't last long at all, he began tapping on his phone.

He opened Instagram and scrolled down until he stared at a new post that caught his attention.

A pretty girl with brown green eyes and dark freckles in a sundress was crying as some male in a fancy attire was on one knee holding a ring upwards.

The caption read:

Even though I just turned twenty, I thank God for bringing the most wonderful man into my life just two months ago. As soon as he rescued me from a previous relationship, we both knew we were perfect for each other so why wait? This day, September 2nd, 2017, I have become the fiancé of Emmanuel Jones, and I couldn't be happier. May the Lord bless our relationship until the end of time.

Jimin quickly wiped his wet eyes. He was under an annonymous account, since June had blocked his his other one. He clicked on the comments section with a shaking thumb.

People were congratulating her, telling her how beautiful she is, how they are a perfect couple, and the wedding information. One comment read 'Oh this is beautiful! But I didn't know you broke up with Park Jimin!" .

Jimin swallowed hard. I didn't know either.

The professor came and grabbed his phone. "I understand you don't like my class, but just sleep and don't go on your phone will ya? Lemme see.... What are you kids looking at these days. Oh! Marriage? Jimin I didn't know you are interested in this stuff? Well let me tell you something. If you want to get married, let's try to get a good education so you can get a job and afford to get married or start a family. And you know the only way you're going to get to do all this stuff?! If you listen TO ME instead of going on your PHONE!" He yelled angrily scoffing at Jimin. He chucked the phone at the wall and smiled at the satisfying crack of the phone breaking . The teacher brushed his hands off and sighed. "And Jimin." He said now more calm "You won't have to worry about marriage, you have to get a person interested in you first." He said walking toward the front of the classroom earning oooos from his peers.

Jimin breathed heavily and slung his backpack over his shoulder as he quickly made his way through the seats towards the door.

He wasn't in the mood for the teacher's crap today. They hated each other because he had spread a rumor that the teacher was having an affair with a student because the teacher failed him for no reason.

Elmore followed Jimin out the door and picked up Jimin's broken phone off the floor glaring at the professor.

"Bye, bye boys." The professor said smiling then resuming to his lesson.

Jimin shut the door behind Elmore and paced back and forth then punched the wall. He retorted his fist and squatted down on the floor bringing both hands through his hair.

Elmore wasn't good at comforting Jimin, Rapmonster would do that, so he just left and gave Jimin privacy, like he would want.

Jimin told himself to calm down. If he cried, it would only bring the professor joy.

He stared at the place in the wall where he had struck. He had punched it so hard there was a slight dent and and some cracks in the paint. But his fist was much worse off than the wall. Cuts on each knuckle and already started to swell.

Jimin felt his head throbbing. Blood was pumping through his veins making his face heat up. He was quickly getting a headache.

He couldn't erase the words June had typed. Rescued me from a previous relationship.

He pulled at his hair and supressed a scream. He cursed under his breath and then cursed loud at the air. He heard snickers from inside of the classroom then he decided to make his way towards his dorm.

So it's really over. She doesn't want me anymore, I was just her trash she was waiting to throw away. He thought to himself.

He turned the corner and frowned seeing Thread leaning against the wall on his phone. Good, something to take my anger out on.

Jimin walked over to Thread and threw his phone on the floor leaving him to look up at Jimin, wide eyes and scared.

"Ji-Jimin what's the ma-"

Jimin cut Blin off with his fist snacking into Blin's jaw.

Thread immediately started to tear up. Which made Jimin scoff.

He struck Thread again but this time in the stomach. But what he didn't realize is that he was crying as well.

Thread crouched into a ball onto the floor coughing and gasping for air.

Jimin breathed heavily. " Hey, get up." He said between breaths.

He stared down at Thread, shaking on the floor.

Jimin grasped the hem of his shirt and pulled him upwards. He was about to stop until Thread looked at him in the eyes and mouthed 'please'.

Jimin's eyes grew wide as he pictured June. He stared at Thread as he began to say something. "Why are you crying?" Thread whispered.

Jimin scoffed and roughly let go of the small boy. He glared at him and struck at him one last time, right on his left eye.

Jimin stared at the hurt boy once more then walked away. He wiped his own tears and brought his hands to his face. I shouldn't have done that.

He sighed angry at himself now. He wondered when he had let himself become like this.

He turned around ready to apologize and help out Thre- Blin. It's not his fault. I can't do that just because...

He stopped in his tracks when he saw Christian help Blin upwards.

He sighed and turned back around towards his dorm. Christian's better at helping people anyway. What was I even thinking? What could I have even said to him, after beating him up like that?

He cursed at himself this time then walked away.

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