2 years ago I found out I was pregnant, 2 years ago just before I turned 17 I found out I was carrying you and I couldn't be note happy or excited about it. I told people closest to me because I needed someone to share my excitement with, but once I found out you was my Prince, my gorgeous baby boy I also found out your heart had stopped beating and that's when my heart broke and sank. I've never cried and hurt as much as I did that day. It's hard to think that if you was still here still living you would be one year 2 possibly 3 months and  talking walking running and playing. It's hard to believe I lost you nearly 2 years ago, I miss and love you so much Caleb James