you know how when you're lying in bed and sometimes you think a meteorite will crash right on your head? no...? just me? OK

well i get thoughts like that. what i'm trying to say is don't take me seriously when i talk about me wanting to die or whatever. i'm too chicken to do it anyways. last time i tried was one heck of a ride and then it led to all..this crap. so seriously. do. not. take. me. seriously.

ANYWAYS BYYYYEEEEEEE!!!