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i set my standards so high so i couldn't be hurt

made sure the walls were higher than the gates to heaven

but a simple braced smile made that wall crumble

a simple thumbs up made my heart pound like crazy

this feeling has been gone for so long (9 months to be precise)

I cant do it

i cant like u

but if i pretend ill be the only one to get hurt

i know you don't know i exist

i know that was random but pls know me

i wont fall in love 

i will get rid of this

its my cycle anyway 

loving people just leads to broken heart

and my hearts been shattered enough 

the heartbreaks too many

im not the right one

never the right one

but im gonna make a wish

dear my sunshine plz dont embrass or bully me 

for having feelings

for being a girl

i want to still have hope in humanity please

crush

✧༺♥༻∞

well i have a crush 

i do not know his name (im looking and searching)

hes in yr9

and i feel like a simp for liking him