TheRainbowSteve I am so happy your still alive I thought you had killed yourself already and I was depressed. Just please don't do it I worry about you ALL the time about your safety. I'll tell you something I need to get it off my chest. I want you to live. I want you to be happy and not depressed. I had suicidel thoughts before but I didn't kill myself. I still want you to know that I love you as a friend and I want you to be alive and happy. I don't want to loose you. You mean the world to me and everyone around you. *Sniffles* I beg of you don't kill yourself please. I want you to be alive and happy.