Okay since I don't have a crush in real life (anymore)

yes, none for a moment — reality can suck you know, but we have to de with shits sometimes haha.

Okay since all of my All About Me books have topic about Crush — why not do it again!? I mean..come on, every month...I have a new crush...! but the difference is that — all new crushes every month is from something that'll never exist.........

I CRIEDED.

okay so uh...Hmmm, I'm not actually one of those girls who would say that.... "OMG HOTTTTTTT PLEASE ************ WITH MEHHHHHHH" okay, I'm not like that..

I am like, "OH SHIT A CUTIE NOW YOU'RE IN MY LIST OHOHOHOHOHOHOHO" *writes cute anime boy in my anime diary like how Kira wrote lots of names in Death Note* *plays Final fantasy Advent Children movie battle scene music blahblahblah*

TETETENTETEN...Oh and all of this is actually true :/ I actually have a list of kawaii anime boiiiisss — and I stalk them too in google...Yeah, I'm making too much efforts, but who cares? atleast I have somethin to facepalm on in the future and something to regret in the future!!

future me: YOU'LL TOTALLY GONNA REGRET DOING AN EFFORT LIKE THIS, YOU'RE JUST WASTING YOUR TIME, WHY DONT YOU SEARCH SOME SCIENCE AND HISTORY STUFFS AND BE A NERD, NO GUYS IN REAL LIFE WILL LIKE YOU IF YOU'RE JUST GONNA BE A WEABOO TRASH YOU FUQING IDIOT

Current self: HOW DARE CHU CALLING ME THAT, YOU ARE NOT FUTURE ME! FUTURE ME WILL NEVER CALL ME WEABBO TRASH

future me: *shows true self* clever girl!  I am...THE PAST CHUUU!!

Current self: so you are...my past self? who cares, you dieded!

past me: what a wrong gram—

*cuts the video there*

I'm not gonna write ALL of my crushes down here in anime because it'll gonna be long and boring and since all of you are not an otaku.

I'm just gonna write...my current fave..I mean..current anime crushies *-* and it's gonna be very borig to normal humans!! mwahahahahahahahahahah (but if you are a stalker kind of human, check him out on google you might fall in love to him...whatever your gender is! XD)

(1)Im currently admiring...Death The Kid and his personality and symmetrical stuffiez wahhh he's soooooooo cute....what a perfectionist.. he is from Soul Eater.....

(2) Rogueeee-samaaaaa okay..this is not me ( . - . ) *inhales* *exhales* okay  he is fron Fairytail and I admire him and his hair..

(3) Tomoe — well uh I dont much see anything nice with what he looks like..I mean...the white...I think black is just my favorite XD and Im attracted to black stuffs.Soooooooooooooo yeah, but what made Tomoe attractive is...his voice in the subs!!! ayiiiieee shiz and all the scenes he spent with — oh mah ravioli I'm starting to think that the girl is me XD awmahguacarock

(4) MUTSUMI(?) SENPAI...OKAY I FORGOT HIS FULL NAME, BUT IM SURE THAT HE IS FROM THE ANIME KISS HIM NOT ME

I've had enough...I'm tired of expuweyning...I'll end this topic...FOR NOW OHOHOHOHOHOHOHIHOHOHOHO