I don't know what to do...I don't know if I should leave Wattpad or not..I'm getting tired, you see....

I really wanna write, to express my feelings, but...I wanna focus to my reality...I wanna delete all of my online apps (I only have two online apps [Not including my brother's messenger that I used to use])

;-; I'm like...really happy a while ago but this thing is really bothering me...

I guess I'm just confuse right now.