So... Im just going to say it. Im considering deactivating this account. Im done. Its not that anyof you have done anything wrong... I just... Have no will anymore.
Depression hit hard again, Ive been thinking about suicide again for awhile. Theres o point anymore. And id feel better when i do it if this account was deleted.

Goodbye... Sorry I was suck a failure to all of you. Im ready to go.

Love, Alex