Ive had such a shitty day....

First anxiety over a guy i like, because of what happened with Koda.

Then i had some cocoa to try and relax as i worked.

My sleeve got caught on the straw.

It spilled on my chromebook.

Its the schools chromebook, and its broken. The screen doesnt even work anymore.

And i broke down in tears.

I want to die.

How could I think cocoa was a good idea?!

Now im banned from cocoa.

Its the one thing of comfort i have anymore...