Rage.

Hate.

I hate him.

I hate her

I have no energy... No willpower....

I couldnt get out of bed this morning.

Hes right though, im not pretty. Im just irritating.

He lied.

He stole from me.

And he blames it on me.

How could i have been so stupid?!

I trusted him. I gave him my heart. And he threw me awaylike the piece of shit i am...

Im sorry...

Im sorry i trusted you koda.

Im sorry i loved you.

Im sorry i set aside all the horrible things others said about you. Im sorry for having faith in you.

For believing you when you told me you didnt want to hurt me.

Believing you when you said youd give me a chance.

For feeling sparks fly when we kissed...

Im sorry i was such an idiot.

Goodbye koda.

I learned something valuable from you. There is always someone better than me. Who wont annoy you, who is prettier, sweeter, who makes you happier. Theres always someone whod be better than me.