FWB ;

Friends with Benefits

Two friends who have a sexual relationship without being emotionally involved.

Lemon warning

Okay, okay i was ready. Just walk into his office and ask him. Yeah it isn't so simple, it's a really weird question you can't just go and be like " Hey Alex wanna have sex with me but you know still be friends? ". This sounds more weird than i thought. Just be calm, no way he will hate you after this. I think so. And what if he goes and tell Jason!? I will be so fucked up! I love Jason, i can't just lose him from my stupidity. Alex's office door seemed too big in front of me, my hands were trembling as i knocked hesitately gulping scared.

Was that a good decision?

The answer came quickly as a " Come in" could be heard. I opened the door slowly, was it cracking or was it just my imagination? I closed the door behind me, facing Alex writing something. He lift his gaze just for seconds to look at me before returning to his drawning.

" Oh hi y/n, what can i do for you? "

This was getting really awkward as i walked with quick steps sitting on the leather chair that was opposite him. I could feel my veins exploding one by one, this was getting intense quickly.

" I wanted.. To eh.. Ask you something. "

" I am listening to you. "

" I was wondering if you would like us.. To be.. F-friends.. "

He lift his head letting the pen unexpectedly fall on the wooden office making me almost jump by fear. I was so god damn nervous.

" We are already friends y/n. "

He moved his lips in sync as i nodded.

" I meant.. F-Friends.. Friends with benefits. "

I talked as quickly as i could before putting my hand over my mouth.

His lips craved into a smirk interlocking the fingers from both his hands together. That freaking bastard.

" Oh.. It seems that Jason isn't such a sex god, hu? "

" You shut your mouth, i love Jason! "

I pointed my finger towards him in anger as he chuckled.

" Then why would you come to your ex and ask him to be friends with benefits? "

My eyes widened as i gulped. He had a point, what was the reason i actually came to ask my ex boyfriend to be my fwb?

" Look.. Jason is a really good man, i deeply love and admire him. He.. Just isn't for me on bed. It's not that he isn't good! Just.. Not for me. "

" Oh right, your expectations for sex went too high after sleeping with me. "

He grinned standing up.

Oh how i hated that grin.

" Oh shut up.. "

" Why Mrs. Y/n? Don't you remember how you were screaming my name? One time the neighbours called the police thinking i was hurting you~. "

He went behind me whispering to my ear with his sick voice sending goosebumps down my spine.

Okay seriously, this convestation was going from awkward to a fucked up one.

" You know what? "

I stood up angry making my skirt.

" Fuck you Alex! "

I pointed my finger to him smiling.

" I'm the hell out of here, i never came and this discussion never happened! "

I was so ready to leave all this shit behind me opening the door.

" You don't like my jokes anymore, do you?

He chuckled leaning on the wall with crossed arms.

" I accept your.. Let's say offer y/n.. Of course i won't say Jason about banging you, that would be a scandal! But.. "

He raised his finger as i narrowed my eyebrows.

" I am waiting you tonight at my house for dinner and you can't really go away and not accept my invitation. "

He smiled as i rolled my eyes mouthing a whatever.

" We could eat the main dish and then i could have you for dessert~ "

" Oh Alex.. You know how to flirt a chick like me.. "

I gasped dramatically as he grinned.

" I know.. It's just i missed that sweet taste of your- "

" SHUT THE FUCK UP! "

I put my hand on his mouth, my eyes wide and being weirded out. I walked out really offended actually as he extended his arm from inside his office.

" COME BACK AND LOVE ME! "

I gave him the middle finger as he burst into laughter.

*T*I*M*E*
*S*K*I*P*
*B*Y*
*Z*O*E*
*B*E*I*N*G*
*A*N*
*A*W*E*S*O*M*E*
*A*U*T*H*O*R*

My short black dress felt too tight around my body to say the truth. I wore my favourite black heels so i would be taller than Alex. He was always getting angry when i was wearing shoes that were making me taller than him. I rang the bell as he opened smiling wearing a suit with a bowtie.

" Hey. Great weather to wear high heels, what do you think? "

He chuckled deeply leaning on the door.

" I know you hate it when i am taller so here it goes. "

I walked in as he rolled his eyes.

" Nice ass you got there baby girl~ "

He winked at me as i sighed "tired" with his childish behavior.

" Now you stare at my buttcheeks? "

" Oh i always do~"

He got my jacket letting it on the hanger.

" Wait, is this smell what i think it is? "

" Yup, steak with mashed potatoes. "

" How you- "

" We had a relationship for nearly two years, i know you better than you know yourself, y/n. "

I sat down starring at my dish hungry. Alex may not be the best chef but he has put himself to learn how to cook the dishes i love as better as he could. This was one of my favourites as i smiled tasting the steak, i never knew how he could make the meat so juicy.

In other words, it was delicious but when i lift my head for just one sec, i saw Alex starring patiently at me satisfied with my every move. A blush crept into my cheeks wondering what was wrong.

" Alex.. Why are you starring at me and not eating... "

" No reason are all, except of course if beauty is a reason~. "

Okay my blush became worse in secs. He stood up making me almost jump back, grabbing my wrist with force making me stand up wrapping his other arm around my waist tight. His breath was hitting my face, smelling expensive red wine.

" A-Alex, what the hell! "

" Friends with benefits, no emotions. "

He kissed me passionately as my eyes widened. I hit his chest trying to push him away but soon or later i melted into the kiss, kissing back. I slowly wrapped my arms around his neck, i could feel butterflies in my stomach but why? There should be no emotions, only advantages. His kisses travelled down my jawline and my neck, i just let him having the whole control. Oh god, i felt like cheating on Jason. Soon or later i found myself below him on his bed, our clothes scattered on the floor around us. My fingers through his brownish hair, my eyes rolling to the freaking back of my skull as he had sunk his teeth into the flesh of my neck. He was leaving for sure hickeys and that was scaring me a bit. The reason? What would i say to Jason if he sees them!? "Oh your best friend, that is also my ex, is my friend with benefits, nothing too important!" Yeah, great explanation, y/n! The bed cracking, our bodies hot and sweaty, oh god.

"A-Alex..~"

"I forgot how much i have missed you..~"

"M-Me too, a-ah fuck Alex~!"

Him going faster hitting the right spots, earning moans from me for his lil successful victories. My nails in his skin, probably has left already marks on his back. What a shame. I could feel his hand on my thigh, his fingers cletching on my skin groaning, moaning and oh hell that was really really REALLY hot.

"Alex... Oh.. God...~"

"Y/n... I fucking love you..~"

My cheeks couldn't get really redder with this, in some other situation i would be frozen and ask him what he bad said but not in this. And it would be a lie if i say that i didn't enjoy his lips on mine, his taste, his everything. After some minutes, i hit my first climax moaning loudly as Alex cursed groaning.

"Alex yes a-ah m-my g-gosh y-yes f-fuck~"

"Y/n.. Oh hell, fuuuck...~"

After what seemed like ten minutes to me , in reality it was nearly an hour.. No comment... We were both panting sweaty as hell, my legs trembling a bit in satisfaction. We were just starring at the cell panting like we were running for hours.

"At least.. This time.. No neighbours called the police.."

I laughed at his comment hitting his shoulder playfully as he smilled. His arm found his way around my back holding me close, me laying on his chest with no emotions.

"Sorry for hugging you.. Just.. Missed the old days.."

"It's okay.. I truly missed them too.. Kinda.."

He placed a kiss on my forehead before starring at my eyes. Was that love i could see in his amber eyes?

"Y/n.. I love you so but so much.. I didn't know what i lost until this one time.. I don't want you to accept me back, you are with Jason now. Just, please visit me often and let me have those.. 'friendly affairs' with you..."

His ears had turned red along with his whole face. I brought my palm to his cheek, bringing my lips to his giving him a kiss.

"Sure.."

He smiled kissing back. I fell asleep soon or later, hugging me keeping me warm and safe.

*T*H*E*
*N*E*X*T*
*M*O*R*N*I*N*G*

I woke up, everything hurting as hell, the smell of waffles had taken over the room. I tried to find my clothes, unsuccessfully finding only my underwear and bra. I put them one opening the wardrope finding one of the millions shirts of Alex. I put a white shirt buttoning it walking downstairs. Alex was in the kitchen cooking, a smile appeared on my face seeing him, his hair a mess but in a cute way, his amber eyes bright.

"Morning love~"

I ran my fingers through my hair sitting down.

"Morning.."

I yawned giving him a bright smile cheering him up.

"By the way.. You have eleven missed calls and five messages from Jason.."

My eyes widened grabbing my phone seeing the calls and messages. Oh god, i was fucked up.

"Alex oh my god what have we done, Jason is worried, he's gonna kill me and tear me apart, i have to g-"

Alex stopped me from continuing by kissing me.

"Calm down.. You only talk a little when we have sex, don't you?"

His lips inches away from mine.

"Maybe.."

And we somehow ended with his hands under my thighs and his lips locked with mine.

B O N U S ;

Alex was at his office working thinking of y/n, his face had a dreamy look without realizing Jason in front of him.

"Alex, man are you okay?"

"Mhm? Yeahhhh..."

Jason raised his eyebrow before smirking, Alex looked at him confused.

"You had sex didn't you~?"

"Jason!

...

Yes.."

"I KNEW IT!"

Jason threw his arms in the air in excitement.

"My buddy had some sugar! Oh god, who is she, do i know her!? TELL ME ALEX!"

Aled laughed seeing his friend so alarmed.

"It was time to lurk some giiirls in your candy shop, man!"

Alex rolled his eyes at Jason's statement as he clapped his hands happy.

"I don't know Jason.. I truly love her and she may have feelings for me too.."

"Then what are you waiting for!?"

"She has a boyfriend.."

"FUCK HER BOYFRIEND, GO AND STEAL HER! I BET HE IS SOME KIND OF A MOTHERFUCKER!"

Alex sighed heavily as Jason was laughing. The truth will really hurt.

"She freakin' left scratches on my back and it hurts.."

"Did you fuck a cat?"

"Well i wish i had."

Jason laughed again grinning as Alex chuckled.

"What's her name sugar boy?"

"Y/n.."

"Like my girlfriend's name?"

"Actually it was YOUR girlfriend who i banged.."