His thumb caressing slowly my cheek, i could feel his fingertip on my skin. His amber eyes full of passion, lust. I was the only one for him, he handed to me his heart. I bit my bottom lip unsure, this wasn't right, it felt so but so wrong. I was already feeling guilty. His lips were so close to mine, i could feel his breath against my teeth. Oh my beloved husband, i am sorry. I fell into his trap and i should be hang by the neck. The way he touches me, making me burn slowly like a candle. Oh my dear husband, i was such a fool. I am fantasizing his eyes every night, my heart slowly cracks. Oh my love, what would you say if you would see him keeping warm the side of your bed? What would you do, how would you act if you'd see him make love to me?

Jason, my love, my husband, the light of my love, this man took your wife away from you into darkness.

You left to fight for Britain and i am here with this American soldier trying not to let my heart freeze.

"Alexander, you must leave."

"You don't seem like you want to, your dress says other."

I just realized i was wearing the dress he had bought to me, a long yellow dress with long sleeves. Oh god.

He pressed his lips against mine, his arm found its way around my waist. I melted into the kiss quickly wrapping my arms around his neck kissing back.

Oh my Jason, my angel i am so sorry forgive me. What happened to me and our marriage. This man lurked me with his compliments and his character. Oh my love..

"I hope your husband dies so you will be all mine."

"Alexander.. This is wrong.. I am married.."

"I am afraid you remembered it too late, sweetheart. After the war you come with me to Virginia."

No words, he hugged me kissing me lustful. And we ended in our bedroom, my love.

My american soldier.

Forgive me my love, i was caught up on his web of lust. I am seeking truly for forgiveness, i swear. Please come into my possition, realize my mistakes.

Even if one part of me doesn't want you to come alive back from war.

But if you come, i said if.. You may not find me here.. And if you'll find me..

I won't be alone.

A life will be growing into me.

I am sorry, Jason.

A/n; American History 10/10 best history ever! Hope you liked it! ^-^

And yeah, FEEEELS~!