she was the summer
I was the winter
she was warm
I was cold
complete opposites
so I've been told

my metal grazes across the cement wall
but her grace
just dances a l o n g

I envy her strength
to have constraint
she tells me it's okay
but the soldier is here to stay

I look into her eyes
she freezes in place
what have I done
to make her afraid?

My minds overtaken by my own
d e m o n s
there's no constraint
but when it comes to her
I just want to keep her safe

I suffocate slowly
the darkness flowing trough my veins
she smiles through the suffering
while I drown in my own mistakes

she takes my hand
and I finally feel warm
no more chills
no more pain
but when she lets go
the winter is inevitable to come once more

beat

kill

t a k e  a w a y
she holds me down
keeping me sane

fight a n d  fight
my mind tells me to
while she's saying another thing
my demons come through

but when she looks me in the eyes
the ice melts away
as she tucks me in her warm embrace
the dark embers start to fade aw a y

no control
I have no control
they take me from her
it shatters my soul

the metal clasps onto my face
needles piercing
my memories drift away

demos come and demons go,
hell rises
let me go !

I knew her one day

one day

is not today

I guess this is goodbye my love

until the

I c e

melts aw a y

Longing;

Longing for the day where I can drift aw a y
apart from this awful haze

they saunter around for hours on end
watch me suffer
watch me kill them

Rusted;

Old, shattered, tattered like my soul can't be broken,
because it was broke far too

l o n g ago

Seventeen;

Seven
seventeen
one hundred n' seventh
seventy years

so young,
so dear,
but it's all just a dark memory
filled with fear

no more dreams,
no more constellations
just moments I can't hold
wipe away the ashes
no strings on me to hold

my name is

b u c k y

not some winter stone

Daybreak;

The sun rises
I see it in the sky
A wars going on
not only outside
but also in my mind

Furnace;

the guns reload,
I can't restrain
my heart pounds faster
another mission gained

stop!

stop!

these crying voices in my head
children and mothers,
all they wanted to do was stay to see the sun rise again

Nine;

Nine days
that's all it took
tear my arm
break my hook
leave me to suffer
watch me scream in vain
until the ninth day comes
as they watch my memories fade away

Benign;

cold
dark
I stay here hours on end
trapped in a lock
nowhere to break thin

comply

c o m p l y

comply

is all I can say
before the ice comes back
shrilling my veins

Homecoming;

the battle is over,
they faced defeat
we walk down the road in victory
loud cheers come along,
we're home
we're safe
we're hero's
or so we thought,
all we wanted to do was save each other
and be o k a y
and maybe walking down that road,
reassured me in that moment
that nothing can break me aw a y

One;

one heartbeat
one soul
one memory
only one hand to hold

lonely forever, no one to hold me close

I knew him not only for a second
but for a lifetime filled with

memories

he stared at me on that highway
I had lost
c o n t r o l

Freight car;

He stares down at me
my grip can no longer hold
all I wanted to do was save him
but I guess that wasn't meant to be so
he screams from afar
as I reach out in sight
the bar is too slick
I lose the  f i g h t

my eyes slowly close
I scream out in fear
little did I know
that

winter

would soon save me

n e a r

❝But I knew them.❞

❝I knew him.❞

Soldier.

❝I knew her.❞

Solider.

❝I.. I knew.. h-❞

Soldier?

❝готовы соблюдать.❞

x

Here's one of this first poems I have ever wrote before! I worked really hard on it, and I have had part of it in my notes for awhile but I never finished it until now! I based this off of his point of view, part of it was a about a girl and you can imagine her as whoever you'd like, and then obviously Steve :)

Bucky is just a beautiful person. He doesn't deserve any of this and I really wanted to write a poem about it! Sorry if it was boring. But if you read this I really appreciate it and ily.❤️