The bad side of love

I was stupid to fall in love because it was hard to get up,my heart felt the pain when i saw you with another man ,i wonder if love is my enemy because it just keeps on hurting me ,its like its torturing me ,i cant fight back because it weakens me,there nothing to hurt it.

I wish love for once was on my side to feel the good side of love but is there even such thing as love ,because i forgot what was love ,i dont know the definiton so for me its just fiction ,i cant forget your beautiful eyes ,that smile that makes me wanna smile ,i guess i ll smile as long as you smile

I feel the pain like its rain pouring on my back i guess theres no going back ,dead is the only solution ,i cant breath with all this polution ,
Love is draining me ,its killing me ,theres so much that hurts me

Theres always that person that is the reason to feel love , sometimes i wish i hadnt met you ,i wish i could hate you ,i will be fine with out you ,but life puts you in my way just to hurt me ,life doesnt support me ,it hates me ,im just its enemy,
i wish i could forget you but its impossible ,
Lifetimes we lived but im still here with all this tears ,drowing my self in my sorrow ,like theres no tomorrow ,i decided to die but im still alive im half function but love is my disfunction ,love is not in me no more ,i got rid of its so it wont hurt no more,at first it didnt work my brain remembers you like it happend before,but i dont need you no more ,its all over ,

I died while to trying to keep my love of you alive ,i guess you didnt care,you are my nightmare ,you forgot who i am but yet i was still there ,i loved you ,i considered you ,sorry for falling in love my heart was just stupid enough to think you were its love,

I wish i could say i forgot you but the thing is i never found you,you were picked up by somebody else ,this my goodbye ,hope he loves you like i did ,that he knows what you like ,that he uses your weakness to make you stronger ,hope he gives you what you didnt see in me ,hope is my only word ,sorry if i failed to love you, dont worry it doent hurt me no more ,dont worry i wont cry because my heart is no longer alive ,it died way before you were on your way to my heart