If I had a heart I could love you,

If my chest would beat we could be two.

Let me scream at the sky,

For I know you are not mine.

If you see me sink, let me fall.

If you find my love, tell her all.

Give me a life worth living,

Show me I'm not just hiding.

If I had my voice, my dearest song,

The road to home is dark and long,

Would you make sense of my words,

Could you hear the same ones and utter a curse?

A track on repeat,

I can't say what I mean,

Will I fill a whole page, a book?

How long til you see what only looks

To be but nonsense, only sorrow,

Will I find my tomorrow?

I've lost it, can't see you,

Where once was a deep blue,

There's only the red,

It's all in my head. 
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