Here's a hot pic of Aizawa to make up for this chapter lol. Thanks for reading!

I heard a lite knock at my door.

I was finally going to see Shota, and my heart was beaming with happiness!

"Shota!" I called as I opened the door. I immediately threw my arms around his neck to give him a hug.

I held him just for a moment.

"Uh, can I come in?"

I let go over him embarrassed. "Yea, of course."

We sat on my couch as I awkwardly tried to make conversation with him.

"How are you?" I asked.

"Fine."

"What'd you do today." I asked, trying again.

"Nothing really."

I nodded my head as my face started to heat up.

What do I do now?....

"Should we talk..about..things? Or, do you want to?" I said softly.

"Talk about what?" He said blankly.

I was starting to get desperate.

"About us." I commented. "About what's been going on? About what I did wrong? About literally anything?"

He sighed, "There's really nothing to talk about."

I felt like crying.

"Ok, well want to head upstairs? We can watch a movie in bed." I said, really trying to make this work.

"Sure." He replied as he got up and started to head upstairs. I followed.

We got in bed, and I turned on Netflix looking for a movie to watch.

"What do you feel like watching?"

He just pulled out his phone and started scrolling, "Anything's fine."

"Shota," I called, slowly crawling across the bed over to him. "Why don't we put our phones away tonight. Let it be just us." I smiled.

He just sighed, but I took that as my answer.

"I'll take this." I tried to say in a cute voice as I grabbed his phone. I crawled over him to put his phone in the drawer of the night stand.

I paused for a moment, and straddled myself on his lap.

"I've missed you, Shota." I whispered, leaning down to give him a kiss.

I was wearing short silky shorts and a cute little pajama top. Any other night he would've loved it.

I am literally throwing myself at this man. How embarrassing.

As we started kissing deeper, harder, he stopped suddenly and looked into my eyes.

"Y/n, I'm sorry..." He pulled me into a hug.

I hugged him back, holding on to dear life.

He slowly placed me back next to him. Not saying another word and not touching me at all.

He had his arms crossed and he was looking blankly at the tv.

I put on some random movie, and we sat there in silence.

About an hour passed... "Want to order pizza?"

"Sure," he shrugged.

"Cool, I'll go order some. Any requests?"

He just shook his head.

Alrighty... I left to make the phone call.

"Well, it'll be like 45 minutes." I laughed as I walked back into the room. "What do you want to do until then?"

"Keep watching the movie.."

I sat in silence for maybe 30 minutes...

I was running out of patience, "Shota. We have to talk about this."

"We really don't."

"Then how long are we going to do this for!? It's been a week and I've gotten nothing from you!" My voice was raising.

"Maybe you're expecting too much."

"Maybe you're just being selfish."

"Y/n, I don't want to do this...."

"You keep saying that, Shota! Don't want to do what!? Talk to me? Be around me? Be with me?! Can you please just clarify!" I was starting to lose it.

I took a few deep breaths.

"I can't keep doing this," I muttered, holding back sobs. "Shota, please. I don't want to lose you."

Tears were starting to flow down my cheeks without permission.

Just then, there was a knock at the door.

Fucking pizza guy. You're early.

"I'll get it." I mumbled as I got up and went downstairs.

I entered with a pizza box in my hand. "Yay, pizza." I said sarcastically, waving the box in the air a little.

Shota was engrossed in his phone.

Well that didn't take long.

I put the pizza box on the bed and just stood there. Staring at him.

"Shota..." I called in a low voice.

No response.

"Shota.." I said getting annoyed. "Seriously, don't ignore me!"

"Y/n! Just give me a second!!! Fuck." He yelled and ended in a mumble.

My eyes stared in disbelief. He has never talked to me like that before.

"It's Nezu." He mumbled and got up from the bed, grabbing his stuff angrily.

He continued, "It's Nezu! Nezu's been trying to get a hold of me!! 3 missed calls. A text from Mic.. My phone's blowing up!"

I grabbed my phone, "Mine too." I mumbled and read the messages.

Emergency Meeting.... They heard of a villain attack. We're meeting in less than 20 minutes.

"Shit," I mumbled.

"I'm leaving." Shota growled.

"Shota, wait! We have time. Just talk to me!"

"No, y/n. I'm done with this." He replied.

"As in... you're done with me? Are you breaking up with me?" I whispered out.

"You don't get it. You're just a distraction!!" He was yelling now. "I don't have time for you and your.. your neediness!"

My neediness?

"What the hell are you talking about!?"

"The texts and the calls and the late nights and the worrying... I can't do it anymore. I can't take care of you!"

"I don't need you to take care of me, Shota! I need a partner!"

"I have other priorities, and you just can't be one of them."

"Don't walk away from this. Tell me what happened!" I called out.

It was silent.

"Was it the USJ incident? That's when this all started..." I continued.

He glanced up at me and his eyes were filled with worry and heartbreak.

I walked up and grabbed his hands, "Shota... It was scary for me too. We can work through this. Together."

He was avoiding eye contact.

"I don't want to work through it." He choked out. "I'm done. It's over."

He was walking towards the door.

"Shota, don't go. Please Shota!" I called.

He finally looked at me, "It's just not worth it."

I was crying now, "So, what you're saying is, I'm not worth it?"

"However you want to phrase it..." He mumbled, "Bye, y/n."

••••

**Aizawa's POV**

The sound of her sobs were ringing in my head.

What the fuck... that was not in the plans. What did I just do?

My anger got the best of me.

I thought of her dropping to the ground at the USJ. Unconscious and lifeless.

I couldn't get it out of my head... and how I couldn't help her. How I wasn't strong enough to protect her.

The truth is, I didn't deserve her.

And all these insecurities, they're why I ended things tonight.

I walked into the conference room at UA.

"Yo Shota!" Mic called.

I gave him a small nod.

"Where's the lady?" He asked in his casual tone.

My heart stopped for a minute, and it hit me. Really hit me.

She's not mine anymore.

Endeavor smirked, "Over already. Figures."

I shot him a look, "Actually, she's at home not feeling well."

"Right," Endeavor mocked.

"Leave it alone... She'll be at the next one." I was getting pissed now.

"That's fine," Hawks chimed in. "I can present the safety plans we've created so far. We hope she feels better."

I stared him down, remembering how he blushed and fawned over her at our first meeting.

That asshole.

"Great!" Nezu said. "Let's get started."

We went over the rumors of the League of Villian's attack. Then Hawks went over the security and evacuation plans.

"This is amazing! Great work!" All Might spoke up.

"Actually, it was all y/n." Hawks responded. "I just formatted it and got it ready to present."

Of course it was. It was too great not to be her work...

She tried so hard to get me to open up. Why didn't I just talk?

"Hawks, let's get you and Amaterasu to finalize this. Then, we'll meet again on Friday," Nezu stated. "It's late. Let's all get home. Thanks for coming."

I got up and started to head home.

Should I go back to y/n's?

I sighed.

She'll be fine...