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Aishwarya POV

I feel a slight shiver running down my spine as my eyes looked upon two ladies in minimal clothes and being very close to each other.

Not just close but the hand of one was on the breast of another. It immediately made me feel uncomfortable and suddenly the voice of Jiji caught my attention.

"Aishwarya,"

"Hn?"

A slow voice escaped my lips and I immediately turned to look at her.

"Jiji,"

I muttered in a slow voice and my eyes fluttered between the ladies who were now kissing each other passionately and Jiji.

With my slow and shaky steps, I walked towards and saw her patting the side beside her on the couch.

"Come, sit here,"

She said and I nervously gulped and corrected my dupatta to sit beside her.

Did she want to kiss me too?

But, Why would she?

I saw them looking at them.

"That's it?"

She asked all of a sudden when the two ladies stopped.

They smiled looking at her and nodded.

"Ji, Ranisa. This concept is very new for the ladies. So, we want to take it slow,"

One of them said and she smiled.

"Alright, what is the next one,"

She said and I blinked nervously and confusingly while asking.

"What are they doing here? Jiji,"

She smiled and looked at me. Her face was glowing as always and I listened to her.

"They are working on the new techniques for lovemaking,"

I thinned my brows with the confusion and gulped nervously feeling a little scared to ask.

"Lovemaking?"

She nodded.

"Yes, you know it will help a lot of ladies to understand what they want actually,"

She said and I was feeling even more confused now. What did she mean?

"What do you mean?"

I tried to question and she turned to look at me.

"I mean experiments lead to desire. The things we see, the things we touch, the things we hear, the things we smell give us an impression and build emotion in us and that emotion turns into a desire when we start to crave it more. Like, someone smelled something sweet. The smell of sweets will give him a feeling of something good and happy and sweet. Which will build a desire in him to taste him. And, when once he will taste it. It will develop an emotion with that thing and live that emotion again and again. He will need that sweet and it's now become his desire to have more and more sweets until some desires take birth,"

She said and something hit me.

He kissed me for the first time and now I was craving for his kiss. 

Yes, that was why I was looking at him that way. Because I wanted to kiss him. Because I wanted to feel his lips again on my lips.

Because I was craving his lips.

But, how, when and why?

I thinned my brows and immediately asked.

"Jiji, but is it good to have desires? I mean we should do that, right,"

She chuckled.

"Why not? Aishwarya. A harmless desire is the sweetest thing. It drives you, it strengthens you and it moulds you,"

She said and I was not understanding what she was talking about but my desire was not wrong.

His desire of kissing me was not wrong either. It was because he kissed me once and it was sweet. He built an emotion with it and that was why he was asking to do that again.

Stupid me!

How could I think that he wanted to kiss me because he was angry?

"Jiji, I have to go,"

I said immediately and she thinned my brows.

"But, you have just arrived. I mean, I thought we would have lunch together and spend an evening,"

She said and I inhaled a deep breath.

"Yes, we will for sure. I need to... I mean I remembered.... I need to pee very urgently,"

She thinned her brows and chuckled.

"Run,"

I laughed a little and stood up immediately. I walked past the galleries and the garden to reach our chamber.

I inhaled a deep breath to calm myself down before stepping inside.

I gulped to wet my drying-out throat and took a step forward to climb the stairs. I walked inside the chamber passing the meeting room, past to our bedroom.

I parted the curtains to step inside and the slight noise of tickling of the small glass hangings attached to the border of it echoed in the silent chamber.

I looked around and found him standing near his almirah. His face was in the opposite direction and his hands were holding a book in it.

I took my step forward and my anklet bells produced the tickling sound of bells echoing in the whole chamber.

He immediately turned back and looked at me with a smile.

"You are back? Already?"

His gaze lowered down to the book he was holding and his fingers of the other hand were turning the pages as if he was searching for some particular page. I looked at the dupatta and plates of beads kept on the table on which his rolls, ink and paper were taking half of the space.

"Ji,"

I muttered back and he casually asked without looking at me.

"I forgot something,"

I tried to say and walked closer to him.

He noticed me standing closer to him and he looked at me with a smile.

"Do you want to say something? Aishwarya,"

He asked with a soft voice and I nodded.

"Ji, Hukum,"

 I said and forwarded my hand to take the book from his hand and close it before putting it back into the Almirah.

He thinned his brows with confusion and looked at me.

I lowered my gaze and take my fingers close to my nosering to take it off.

"You know Hukum, that it is not wrong to have desires,"

I said and he nodded.

"Absolutely right,"

He said and pressed his back against the shelves of the Almirah.

I lifted my gaze and looked at me. His eyes were also looking at me with silence and intensity altogether.

"When you touched my lips with yours there I felt something... in my body. I believed it was the first thing how it began. Desires are related to emotions, It is derived from emotions. Like, I have... a desire of... kis...kissing you...now because it made me feel something. Like touched, loved, good maybe beautiful too. I do not know what exactly the emotion was but I feel like doing it again because it is my desire now. Is it your desire too?"

I tried to say with my slightly shaky words. I knew what I was saying could be wrong but I was feeling like telling him. I wanted to tell him.

Because I knew somewhere that he would not shout at me and just smile.

Which he just did.

His lips spread into a smile and he said.

"That is very deep,"

A slight smile appeared on my face and I blinked timidly while trying to put my next question in words.

"So, Hukum, can I ki-"

"Of course,"

He cut me off and I looked at him gazing down at my lips.

My heartbeats were racing and I stepped closer. My knees were already feeling weak and I tried to look into his eyes trying to understand what was beyond.

I felt his hands gently wrapping around me and I was automatically giving in to the warmth of his body. His fingers were touching the side and backside of my waist as I slowly walked closer. I felt our bare feet touching each other's and legs closer. I tilted my head a little backward to look at him.

His eyes was peaceful and calm. But, if I was not wrong there was desire in them too.

"Do you also desire to kiss me?"

I could not stop myself from asking and he nodded.

"I always desire you, Aishwarya. You are the only one I can desire of,"

He said and I lowered my gaze to his lips. I could see him leaning in but due to our height differences I was remaining short for him. I placed both of my hands on his arm. My fingers felt the soft and cool Cotton fabric of his kurta beneath my palms. I shifted even closer and I felt my anklet bells tickling with the movement.

I inhaled a deep breath and gulped before shifting to stand on my toes. I pulled my ankle up in the air and tried to balance myself by tightening my hold on his arms. The distance of few inches decreased to a few centimetres only. 

My lips parted as I was feeling my breath quickening and heart beats turning uneven. I could feel his bodily warmth travelling in my body and his hot breath fanning over my nose, cheeks and lips.

I forced my lashes close and lifted my chin up to take my lips closer to him.

The touch would make me feel good.

There was nothing wrong in pursuing a harmless desire.

Our lips touched and I felt a slight shiver running down my spine. Our lips were trembling touching each others. I could feel his parted lips over mine but not doing anything. 

My breathing fastened with my heart started to pound in my chest. It took me a few deep breath to bear such a close proximity and I tried to gently peck on his lips. I blinked nervously as I pulled back a little only to look into his eyes. He blinked. His lashes were dark and his eyes were looking big. His eyes had the tint of redness in the corners and I slowly gave in to touch his lips again. Slightly longer this time.

I felt his hand pressing against my back to pull me even closer to him.

I lost a little of my balance as he slowly pulled me closer. I heard a loud noise of something falling down from the shelf of Almirah when his back hit it with not-a-normal force.

I felt him angling his head side wards and pressing his lips hard against mine. I felt his lips pulling my lips into his mouth that made me exhale deeply feeling a shortage of breath and tightening in my chest.

Our chest were touching each other's and suddenly I felt him coming even closer by taking a step further. With the movement, my feet moved backwards and I felt his hold tightening around my waist His other hand moved from the middle of my back to my nape making me struggle to breath even more.

I felt his fingers cupping my nape and my lips parted even more. His lips were pressing hard against me and the moment my back hit the bed post. My lips parted to escape a slow cry.

"Ah, Hukum,"

My brows thinned as I felt my knees suddenly turning weak and wetness collecting in my core.

I felt his fingers messing in with my waist chain while pulling me closer against his waist. His lips were sucking my lips harshly and I could feel that he would cut my lips with his the way he was sucking me now. 

And, suddenly I felt his tongue in my mouth.

A strong shiver ran down my spine and I felt something twisted in my stomach.

Oh My God!

"Ask me to stop right now, Aishwarya,"

He breathed in my mouth and I could feel like getting fainted any moment. My toes were hurting and my chest were felling suffocated.

"I do not want to,"

I tried to mutter back and I felt his fingers digging in the side of my neck.

A slow and deep cry escaped my lips as I felt his finger tips cupping me tightly.

His lips sucked me hungrily even more. I felt his tongue trying to touch the insides of me. 

"Just ask me to stop, right now,"

He muttered again and I thinned my brows.

"No,"

My lips escaped and suddenly he turned me and pushed me on the bed under him in a slight move.

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