(Y/n's pov)
Having depression is kind of like having two personalities.
Sometimes your happy and normal other times not so much.
Then there is just plain out being depressed,It can sometimes be the same.
I understand this since I went through it twice,Once with losing mom and dad and once with Nagi leaving.
....
little did I know how true this can be.
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"Y/N~Chan!!!"I hear Otoya yell outside my door.
I run to my door and open it.
A smiling Otoya greets me.
"You ready?"He asks.
I nod and run to grab my purse.
Then we both run downstairs and to the practice room.
I can't wait to write a song with Otoya!
"Did Nanami finish?"I ask.
Otoya nods and hands me the music sheet.
I smile wide and put it at the piano.
"I'll play it and then we can come up with lyrics okay?"I ask.
"Alright."Otoya says.
I start playing the melody and smile.
"It's beautiful!"I shout when I finish.
"I know!"He shouts.
We both smile and start talking about lyrics.
...Being around Otoya is so fun.
It feels like I can be smiling and happy all the time around him.
Soon we decide to stop for the moment and go get some lunch since it's around 12.
"Where do you want to go?"I ask as we walk out of the building.
"...How about (fav fast food place)."Otoya says.
"Sure,That's my favorite anyway!"I say.
"Mine too!"Otoya says.
"Cool!"I say.
Soon we reach the fast food restaurant and get some food.
We sit down at a table in the corner and begin eating.
"How nice."I say.
"What?"Otoya asks.
"The view."I say.
Otoya looks confused for a moment but then looks out the window.
"...Oh..Yeah.."He says then Turns a back to his food.
...what was that?
I look back at the view seeing all the beautiful sun flowers and paths wondering why Otoya acted weird looking at them.
"Do you not like sunflowers?"I ask.
"...No..I like them I just,Don't enjoy seeing fields of them anymore."He says and take s a bite of food.
...I wonder why...
I decide to ignore it for the moment and eat.
Once we finish we head back home.
"...Hey Y/n do you mind if we stop somewhere."Otoya asks.
"Huh,Oh yeah sure."I say.
"Thanks."He says.
I follow him down the streets until we stop at an orphanage.
"OtoNii!!!!"I hear several children yell.
They all come running to him and tackle him in a hug.
"Hello everyone!"He says with his golden smile.
He bends down and starts talking to them and playing with them some.
I smile at the sight.
"How cute."I say.
"Who's that?"I hear a little girl ask.
"Oh I'm sorry,I'm Y/n."I say with a warm smile.
They kids start walking up to me and start to ask a bunch of questions...Some along the lines of if we're together.
"Sorry kids,I'm with someone else."I say.
The kids pout for a moment and then they start asking questions again.
"Okay Okay Don't ask to many at once."Otoya says.
"Oto~Nii why haven't you come by as much recently?"A boy asks.
"I'm sorry,I've been really busy getting ready for a duet with Y/n."She says.
"Oh,Okay."I hear a few kids say.
"But hey I cam today to see all of you with her!"He says with a warm smile.
Some of the kids smile back and start asking questions again.
Time skip by Masamune and Aki!(masamune kun's revenge)
By the time we finish answer all the kids questions it's about 6 pm.
"It's getting dark."I say.
"Yeah."Otoya says.
"...So,What attachment do you have be to that place?"I ask.
"...I grew up there."He says.
I freeze in place.
"Your an orphan?"I ask.
He nods.
"I'm so sorry."I say sympathetically.
"It's alright...I love those kids...And I wouldn't trade them for the world."He says with a small smile.
"...Did you know your parents?"I ask continue if to walk.
"Not really..My aunt raised me for a while but...Something happened."He says.
"...Is she....De-He cuts me off.
"Yeah.."He says.
I stop and hug him.
He looks surprised.
"I'm so sorry."I say.
"......It's alright...I mean I miss her but,I just have to remember it's not my fault.."He says.
"How would it be your fault?"I ask.
"..A lot of people said she dies because of the stress of having to take care of her nephew.."He says.
I hug him tighter.
"I don't think so."I say.
"...T-thanks."he says.
"...I don't know why but,I just feel like I can trust you y/n..I wanted you to know about me.."He says.
"I'm glad you feel you can trust me."I say.
"...Thank you for listening.."He says.
"No problem."I say.
He hugs me back suddenly and I feel water fall onto my neck.
...he's crying....
"It's okay Otoya."I say patting his back.
We spend a few minutes like that until he lets go and wipes his tears.
"You can come talk to me anytime okay?"I say.
"Okay,Thank you."He says and We continue to walk back to the dorms.
....I had no idea..Such a wonderful,cheerful,person...Could be so depressed on the inside.
...But I guess it's like that sometimes.
....I hope Otoya can make it through this...And to realize it's not his fault....And that I'll be there to help him.
Once back at the dorms we part ways.
I head up to my room and close the door.
Then I walk towards my bed and lay down.
I turn to stare at my window.
Such a beautiful night.
Soon my eyes feel heavy so I fall asleep not bothering to change clothes.
(A/n note)
WHAT I SAY!!
I POSTED TWICE IN THE SAME DAY YEAH BOI!
(Oh god I sound like someone I know 😹)
ANY WAY!!!
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