CRISTA POV
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I Was running in a forest that I once felt safe in I could hear someone call me it sounded like a man his voice so sweet and tender it gave me a chill that felt good his body smelt of fire and ash it warmed me inside I wanted to stay with him as he kissed my lips so softly but as a passion took over I heard him growl hold on he is growling is he an animal but I knew this dream I was having was a figment of my imagination and any minute I was going to be woken up by a drunken scream of my mother and cries of my twin brothers called Caleb and Andrew so here's my count down 5 4 3 2 1 "CRISTA GET UP NOW YOU LAZY BITCH ALL YOU EVER DO IS SLEEP WHILE I AM ON THE STREETS TRYING TO GET A CUSTOMER " I woke up.and I went in the shower (well) behind the thick trees to wash off the odorless wetness pooling in between my legs and no I didn't piss myself like my mother.

I always got wet when I dreamed of that man his presence in my dream made my core leak and yearn for his touch I know it was a dream but it felt real I am a 23 year old virgin my hair was blondy gold my eyes were dark twilight blue my skin was fair but covered in dirt from living in the jungle in a small hut we scrouged for food like berries fruit we even had to eat other things that a normal human wouldn't think twice about even going near in summer we were lucky as most trees had fruit ready to eat I fed my brothers as my mom was always in the main city getting customers to entertain no she wasn't a dancer she was worse she was a prostitute she made a living selling her body for sex she wanted me to join at 13 years old but I refused.

I didn't want to spend my life having these leeches called men who paid to have sex I felt disgusted with the idea that's why mother treated me bad she was pissed off that I always said no I was raising my brothers and being a mom to them every morning I would go to the woods and get these huge colourfull leaves that mysteriously appeared every third moon and i would get a long sharp thorn from a rose bush and i would take the spiders web apart and get a silk worm to spit out it's silk thread until I stiched soft delicate clothes for myself and brothers as whatever money mom earned would go into her alcohol binges.

Silkworm
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As the days and nights past with moms late night binges and whoring around mother's abuse got worse at first she would just slap me but i was used to it but she would never hurt my brothers but this day was worse mom's alcohol binge drinking turned into drugs ingesting causing mom to get even more violent her vetbal abuse got dirtier her slaps turned into kicks punches she even burned me with a red hot knife and as the knife was  piecing my skin I could smell my flesh burning as I held in my scream as much as I could so my brothers didn't hear it and get scared but then mom reheated the knife as she plunged it into my legs  this time my scream came loose and the twins came in the so called living area with tears in there eyes.

I.tried to clean there tears first but I felt weak and unable to move  from all the pain inflicted all of a sudden I don't know where Andrew got his courage from he stood in front of me in a protective stance and mind you the twins where only five and he said

"WHY YOU HURTING SISSY SHE'S GOOD SHE WOOKS AFTER US AND GIVES US YUMMY BEWWIES AND FWUIT YOU ARE A BAD WADY AND YOUR NOT OUR MOMMY SISSY IS GO AWAY FROM HERE"

I was in total shock at how my brother stuck up for me next caleb spoke and said

"BAD WADY YOU ALWAYS HURT SISSY WIITH SHARP THiNGS YOU MAKE SISSY CRY EVERY DAY SISSY BE RED AND SORES FWOM ALL THE MEAN THINGS YOU DO GO AWAY BAD WADY AND NEVER EVER COME BACK"

hearing this mother went into a rage and she started hitting Andrew and Caleb I couldn't stand it so I jumped in between mom and the boys and I found a hard stick I kept to scare away lions from hurting us first I used it to block any attacks mother put in us but then i don't remember what happend as everything was a blur all I heard was a thud and a gasp I came to after a few hours to realise what I had done mother was unconscious but breathing I was relived I hadn't killed her as I had my brothers to worry about but unhappy that after a bit she was gonna come to but with a bad concussion for a few days I tried to tuck my brothers in bed but they refused to sleep until they nursed my injuries I kissed them on there heads and cried in silence until they went sleep and I passed out due to my blood loss.

The next morning  I woke up to gather berries  that  were on the  ground and I took them to my brothers  forgetting  that my mother  was also home that  morning I gave Andrew and Caleb  there berries  and then I heard my mom swearing

"CRISTA YOU BITCH WERES MY BERRIES AND FRUIT  YOU EAT ALL DAY YOU FAT UGLY SHIT I WISH I NEVER HAD A UNGRATEFUL  SO CALLED DAUGHTER WHO'S AFRAID TO GET LAID YOU PUSSY"

OK MY LOVELIES AND FELLOW WATTPADDERS LONG CHAPPIE I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS  CHAPTER  AS ITS MY FIRST EVER BOOK ON DRAGON MATES