You are beautiful. Be the best possible version of yourself no matter what that takes. Drop everyone and everything if you have to. Don't be held back by something temporary.
The image you see in the mirror is something you should be proud of. Not only because you have accepted who you are physically, but you are in the right mental state as well. You are an amazing human being and you should go to great lengths to make yourself happy. Don't waste so much time being dull because you are unhappy with yourself, be you and accept that.