Dus Trash Coldwell

"Napasagot mo siya?"Agad na salubong sa'kin ni ate Carlyn. I smirk and proudly nodded my head. Damn! I can't stop smilling! Seing her smile and twinkled her eyes every time she's see me my heart trobs.

"Inferness! Darsh have taste!"Pakikisali ni White. Since she's wake up last week naging buntot ko na siya. I must be very careful to my moves, I can sense White stares. My sister creep the shit of me.

"I don't think that Darsh have taste."Napangiwi ako sa sinabi ni Ate Carlyn, she really have sarcastic tongue. Tss is this my fucking sister?

"Luh, ang attitude mo kay Pareng Dust!"Cyer and Check suddenly said, hays! Isa pa 'to, parehas sila ni Check. Daig ko pa may nag renta ng adik kapag kasama ko ang dalawang 'to.

"Anong ine-expect n'yo mga bakla? She still Coldwell, hindi porket oracle santo na. Anyway, let's change the topic. I'm interested about Darsh case."Napatigil ako nang sabihin ni White 'yon. Why is she even interested about that? I just smirk, she's always curious. The girl version of Check pag dating sa ganitong bagay.

"Wag ka ng makeelam."Nagulat kami nang biglang tumalim ang tingin ni Ate Carlyn kay White. I can see mix emotion to her eyes which is new.

"Gago, nakakatakot!"

"Bro, kala ko ang bampira hindi natatakot? Ba't nagsitayuan balahibo ko!"

Agad kong tinaliman ng tingin si Cyfer at Check na naguusap sa gilid dahilan para mapatahimik sila.

"Why would I? I know Dragon so well, hindi n'ya magagawa 'yon. Maybe he's hurtless pero hindi n'ya magagawa 'yon."Madiin na wika ni White. Naniniwala pa'rin siya na walang kasalanan si Dragon. Kung ako walang nalalaman maniniwala 'rin ako kay Dragon, my brother is coldhearted genious. Lahat ng bagay pinagiisapan niya bago niya gawin. And he don't care to others.

"Kuya Dust! Hinahanap ka ni Darshniella!"Napalingon kaming apat nang pumasok si Ayah sa kwarto. I just give them a warning look na wag mag away at umalis na. Napangiti ako nang makita si Darsh sa kagubatan, she's sitting in the forest. 'Yung punong 'yon.....

"Dust!"She exclaimed and hug me. She smile pero nawala 'rin. I can sense pain.

"Miss mo na ba ako?"I asked that made of her nodded, napatigil na lang ako ng makitang umiiyak na siya.

"Dust, I can't stay here anymore. Masakit pa'rin kasi."Mahina niyang wika dahilan para mapatigil ako. Kala ko okay na? Damn! I can't lose her.

"I decided to go in mortal realm."Humigpit ang hawak ko sa braso niya dahilan para mapa aray siya. Agad na'rin naman akong bumitaw at huminga ng malalim. I can't fucking go to mortal realm for pete sake! I don't want to see fucking humans.

"Why? You are the daughter of gods! They can heal you!"Matigas kong wika, she try to smile and hold my hands.

"No, matagal na kaming tinakwil ng magulang namin. Matagal na kaming pinalayas sa taas. Tao 'rin ako Dust, I become human since pinatapak kami sa lupa ng magulang namin."I remember when I first saw her, teen pa kami no'n, naging kaibigan ko na agad siya. That day she become human, pero nanatili pa'rin ang pag ka dyos nila. Nabuhay pa'rin sila ng matagal na hindi tumatanda, but they don't have powers.

"I'm sorry."Mahina kong wika, I just don't say any words! Kasalanan ko lahat, I don't have rights para pigilan siya for damn sake!

"Forgiven ka na don't need to say sorry."Nakangiti muli niyang tanong. Magsasalita pa sana siya nang halikan ko ang labi niya. Ngayon siya aalis nararamdaman ko ang enerhiya ng bukas na portal. I cry between our kiss, damn!

"Promise me Dust, pagbalik ko ako pa'rin! Pagtatangol kita sa magulang ko! Papatunayan ko sa kanila that Goddess can love a vampire monster!"She said, I just laugh and kiss her again.

"If we see again, I'll marry you."I whispered that made her blush. My smile faded everytime she's walk away, ang hirap sa pakiramdam. Sana'y na ako, everyone walks away from me. Walang may gusto sa'kin, maybe they like me at first but never been last. A monster like me never be happy, matagal ko ng tinaggap 'yon. Pero masakit pa'rin. Tumalikod ako at humakbang pauwi sa tahanan kung saan una kong naramdaman maging magisa.

I'm really trash, I fucking deserve that name. Pero masisi ba nila ako? I become trash nang iparamdam nila sa'kin na deserve kong maging gano'n.

"I never accept you as son."Tito Val

"Pinagsisihan kong maging anak ka..."My mom

"You are a trash! Ikaw ang may kasalanan kung bakit namatay si mama! We will never accept you!"My siblings.

"No one will like you."Other people say.

That was my life before I met her, my life is full of pain. My mom, na akala mo mabait. She is kind I reall admit that, pero hindi mawawala sa kaniya pag nagalit siya, sinusumbatan niya ako. They all treat me like I'm fucking monster! Damn it! Anak ako oo! Pero hindi ba nila naisip na tatay ko ang halimaw, hindi ako. Hanggang sa nagsawa na lang ako. Nagsasa na intindihin sila, nagsawa na mahalin pa silang lahat. I never love anyone else, wala na akong mahal. Until I met Darsh, my bestfriend who stayed in my pinful life, she accept me. Tangina, kala ko hindi 'rin niya ako iiwan.

Ubos na ang pasensya ko, ubos na ubos na. Pumasok ako sa silid ko at madiin na hinawakan ang kama ko. I can feel my eyes turns into black, I feel the veins in my body. Mahina akong umungol nang maramdaman ko muli ang sakit.

"This is not the right time to transform!"Napabalik ako sa realidad nang makita ang isang lalaki na nakatayo sa harapan ko. Masama ang tingin nito sa'kin. Ngumisi na lang ako at tumayo ng tuwid. He's right I can't transform here. Masyadong maaga. I have plans anyway.

"Tss, babae lang 'yon. You can find better."Balewala niyang sabi at umupo sa kama.

"I don't give a damn, Dad."

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I don't give a damn because?😛