it didn't take long for jaehyun and yuta to realise life without their boyfriends was horrible.

first, jaehyun was angered by the fact he had woken up to no one next to him, which had made him grab a blanket in his cupboard because of the cold.

and then, yuta hadn't closed an eye of the night. instead, he had cried and cried over the breakup, drinking whatever bottle he found in the fridge and cupboards.

when jaehyun had arrived into the kitchen in the morning, he was in a bad mood, but seeing yuta surrounded by dozens of empty bottles didn't help anything.

"what the hell are you doing?!" jaehyun asked. "you drank all our beers!"

yuta looked at him with empty eyes, hiccupping from time to time. "i left the bottles of water..."

"you really don't know how to hold yourself from drinking, alcoholic!"

"and...? i do whatever i want!" yuta answered, his voice going up and down as he spoke.

"seeing you in such a state only makes me want to punch you." jaehyun spat. "you're so miserable."

yuta hiccuped.

"just... do it!" yuta smiled drunkenly. "i lost my sicheng... i want him back, my little baby babyyyyy..." he said.

jaehyun rolled his eyes, taking something to eat in the fridge.

"jaejae?" yuta asked poking jaehyun's arm once he had sat down next to him. 

"what?! don't touch me!" jaehyun pushed yuta off.

"shouldn't we... go apologize...?"

jaehyun glared at the drunk male.

"are you telling me you accept mark and donghyuck?!"

yuta furrowed his brows.

"who is donghyuck...?"

jaehyun sighed.

he had forgotten how much having to handle a drunk yuta was. sicheng and him had started to date a few years ago, and since that, yuta had stopped drinking this much.

how much jaehyun would like to have him sober enough to have a normal conversation. that was seriously starting to piss him off.

"i don't know any donghyuck..." yuta mumbled, caressing on of the bottles on the table.

"he's mark's boyfriend, for fuck's sake!"

yuta looked at him as if he had said some absurdity.

"i don't know any donghyuck." he repeated.

"they came to eat yesterday, stupid!" jaehyun yelled.

"heyyyy... don't scream at me... i don't know anything..."

jaehyun pulled on his hair, thinking about the inevitable.

"yuta. hear me out." he said.

yuta didn't listen, he continued caressing his bottle.

"YUTA!"

"hmm...?"

jaehyun took a deep breath.

"i don't want mark and donghyuck to be together, and i will never. but what is more important than that is that I FUCKING CAN'T LIVE LIKE THAT!" he finished screaming. "I CAN'T CONTROL THAT FUCKING ANGER, ONLY TAEYONG CAN, AND BECAUSE OF MARK, HE LEFT ME!"

"it's the same for my sichenggg..." yuta started sobbing.

"okay. i hate it. i fucking hate it. but we need to tell them we will accept mark's shitty boyfriend."

"i want my sichenggg..." yuta hugged a couple of bottles.

jaehyun rose to his feet.

"come here fucker." he said, pulling yuta by the back of his shirt. "let's go find them." he added, holding onto yuta so that the boy didn't fall.

ϟ

"so, you realised you couldn't live without them?" taeil asked, his hands on his hips.

"i want my sichenggg..." yuta mumbled in a drunken state, making jaehyun roll his eyes.

"isn't it evident?" he asked harshly, pulling yuta up to his feet again.

taeil prevented himself from chuckling.

the sight of a messy jaehyun and yuta was very funny, but he still wanted to live for a bit.

"where are they?" jaehyun spoke again.

"they went to see mark and donghyuck."

jaehyun clenched his jaw.

"i'll tell them you passed." taeil added before turning on his heels, only to be pulled back by the collar.

"bring us to them." jaehyun spat.

"huh... no."

jaehyun let go of yuta who miserably fell on the floor, and raised his fist to punch taeil.

"jaehyun!" a voice interrupted him. "don't tell me you were about to hit taeil."

jaehyun let go of taeil, turning around to see his lover next to sicheng and doyoung.

"t-taeyong..." he mumbled.

"sichengggg!" yuta crawled to sicheng's feet and hugged them.

"i see your old selves came back." taeyong stated. "what are you here for?"

"t-tae..." jaehyun whispered.

"yes? i'm waiting for an answer."

jaehyun got on his knees in front of taeyong, shocking the latter. he knew jaehyun wouldn't last long, but he never expected him to act this submissive.

"taeyong, please, i'm sorry for what i did. i should never have said that. i want to you back- no, i need you back! neither sicheng nor i can live without you guys. you see the result? i am angered by the tiniest things and yuta is completely drunk... taeyong, i'm so sorry... please forgive us, please let me come back into your life. please, fix me again..." jaehyun pleaded, tears threatening to fall from his eyes.

taeyong smiled, getting on the same level as jaehyun and pulling his chin up.

"you acted just like we expected..."

jaehyun looked at the love of his life with pleading eyes.

"does that mean you finally accept mark and donghyuck's relationship?"

"YEAAAA!" yuta screamed, clinging onto sicheng's legs.

jaehyun, however, looked less sure.

"i still am against that idea. but i'll learn to accept them. this has to be way easier than living without you." he admitted, making taeyong smile brightly.

the older pulled jaehyun in a long kiss.

"this is all i wanted to hear." he whispered against his boyfriend's lips.