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“Don't go away, from my love,” he whispered to himself while brushing his lips to mine.

Why he don't what me to go away If he doesn't care for me. I don't even matter to him in his life than why he wants me to stay. He always says this kind of thing when I'm sleeping. He knows I'm a have sleeper and he thinks I don't deserve to hear what his heart says.

He doesn't want me to leave than what is stopping him from saying that. He cares for me, and he wants me in his life.

Sometimes he is so close to me, and in another second he is so far away from me. I need to find out why he is behaving like this.

It was the last thought which came to my mind before sleep had full control over me.

The next morning again I woke up in his arms, and him staring at my sleeping face.

God does he even sleeps. I never saw him sleeping, rather than his drunk state.

I have started to think that he is a vampire or something. That's why he doesn't sleep. That's why he doesn't want me in his life and he has some vampire girl. To whom he can't introduce to his parents, and that's why he wants me in his life to protect her.

That thought made my face go bitter. He was still staring at my face. I immediately separated my body away from him and stood up with a sour face. I picked up my clothes from the floor. All the time his eyes were on me. Studying my every moment. He has still not uttered a single word from his mouth, and it's good because I don't want to talk to him.

It's good he knows when to shut his mouth.

Taking my clothes I started going in the direction of the door but his cold voice stopped me “Where are you going,” he asked in a demanding voice. I rolled my eyes without sparing him a glance.

I'm wrong, he doesn't know when to shut his mouth. How can he ask me this question, after what happened last night?

I sign in frustration. I didn't want to answer him. So I continued in my track “Jane I'm talking to you. Where the hell you are going,” he asked in anger with a more intimidating voice, and it sends chills to my spine.

I won't let his voice intimidated me. “To my room,” I said with a strong voice without turning back.

“You can't go...,” he yelled in anger but I didn't let him complete because I left his room.

“So had fun last night,” Nina asked me as I entered our room. She was looking at me.

I was wearing Zanvil T-shirt, and whoever sees me like this for sure thinks I had fun last night. “Yes I had lots of fun last night,” I said with lots of sarcasm.

She nodded her head in understanding, and she continued her packing. Today is the last day of our vacation. We are leaving after lunch, and it's almost lunchtime. I woke up so late. I don't know how I slept for so long.

Maybe you were feeling better in his arms. You find comfort and you forget all of your worries and slept comfortably without any worries.

I moved my head in denial at that thought and replace it with.

I need to pack too, or I'll be late.

I took my fresh clothes and went to take a shower. While showering my thoughts again run at the scenario of Zanvil having someone in his life.

What if it's true that he has someone in his life, and he loves her and cares for her. After all, he had relationships before our marriage. I have seen him, with so many girls and they all were so beautiful. Who won't fall in love with goddess-like them?

That thought made my heart pain like anything.

On the day, he came back he was talking about introducing his girlfriend to uncle and aunt. But that day he brought Hazel to dinner, and Zanvil is like a brother to her. Did he change his plan in the last movement? Instead of bringing his girlfriend, he brought his secretary. Was he searching for a good opportunity to introduce his girlfriend to his family, and before he could get that opportunity uncle wanted him to marry me. And because of uncle's health issues, he said yes to this marriage against his will.

The warm water started flowing from my eyes. I didn't realize that I was crying in the shower.

Why am I cry? I should be happy. If he has someone in his life to whom he loves and cares, and after uncle's health becomes stable he won't have to be stuck with me. He can be happy with his true love. Why I'm feeling like my heart is stabbed with a thousand needles. Why I'm not able to imagine him with someone else.

I need to stop feeling like this. It will become hard, for me to go away when everything comes to end. I need to stay away from him. As far as possible because I don't want to get attached to him, but I think it's too late for me. I'm already attached to him so it will be for best that I stay away from him as far as possible.

I came out of the shower fully dressed. When I saw my reflection in the mirror. My eyes were so red from crying.

“It is for the best” I whispered to myself and smiled at my reflection but more tears were forming in corner of my eyes. “Don't cry Jane be happy. After this all is over he can be happy with his love and you can be happy too. You can do what you have always plan to do,” I tried to say it in a strong voice and console myself but my tears unlisted. I started sobbing.

“Jane,” I heard Nina's voice she was calling me.

I immediately wiped my tears “Coming,” I yelled on my way down.

“Are you OK?,” Sky asked me when I went down.

Are my eyes puffy?

I nodded my head and smiled at him he hugged me. I was feeling stares at me but I ignored it. I need to stay away from him. “I was worried when you didn't come down for breakfast. I thought you were not feeling good because of yesterday's incident” he said while continuing hugging me and his words brought me back to that memory.

“Dude getaway now it's my turn” I heard Jack's impatient voice. My lips curled at the corner. I'm still mad at him but he is my friend, and I know he cares for me.

He came to hug me as soon as Sky's body separated from mine. But I stopped him holding my hand in front of him. “I don't want to hug you,” I said trying to keep my face straight. I want to laugh at his reaction when I said that.

“O shut up you can't stop me from hugging my girl,” he said and engulfed me in his arms. I smiled when he did that. “I'm sorry” he whispered and I know he realized his mistakes. I hummed in response still trying to act mad. “Jane, what you want me to do. To make up to you” he asked while breaking our hug and seeing at me with a serious face.

I thought for a second “How about my favorite chocolate chip ice cream” I said with a smile.

He laughs at me “Still same. I thought you will ask something big this time but don't worry. I will supply your favorite ice cream for a year to you” he was promising me.

“Really,” I said with shock and happy eyes.

“Yes” he nodded and I hugged him and jump in happiness.

“Ouch,” I said with a pained face. My knee still hurts.

“Be careful” I heard an angry worried voice of a person from whom I'm trying to stay away. I didn't look at him when he said that to me. As if he cares. Instead, I headed to eat lunch. I'm super hungry now.

During our lunch, I didn't saw at him though I was feeling his gaze on me. Thank god uncle and aunt don't know about yesterday's incident or I should have been in more trouble. We were leaving in half an hour. I asked Sky to help me with my luggage and I think he will come at any time.

I took my stuff and kept it aside and I started a search if I left anything behind. I heard footsteps and they halted at the door. “Sky you are here. Just wait a minute. I'm searching if I left anything behind and my luggage is beside the bed” I said without turning back. I made sure nothing is left and I turned around and said with a smile “Let's go” but I saw the devil standing in front of me with a clenched jaw and my face lost its smile.

Now what made him angry. Sorry, my bad. It is his normal face. He is always angry. I should ask this question to myself. When I see him happy. What is he even doing here?

I sigh in annoyance. Without sparing him another glance. I took my bag and started heading out of the room. My bag was a little heavy. When I was about to pass him he took a hold of my bag. I glared at him and tried to get the bag out of his hold but he was not leaving it. I saw at him in anger and seeing my face he smirked at me. His eyes were expecting my reaction. But I won't give in that easily.

I won't talk to him. I'm going to stay away from him. If he thinks provoking me will give him his satisfaction. No, it won't happen.

I left a bag there and went down. He can bring it down. He came down with my luggage with a pissed face. I stopped myself from laughing.

I love seeing his pissed face. Sometimes I feel I should kiss his half-pout lips. Which he makes whenever he is angry. What are you thinking about Jane?

I slap myself mentally.

You are going to stay away from him. Stop behaving like a lovesick puppy. My inner voice mocked at me. What I'm not behaving like a lovesick puppy. I was just... I was just….

I was not able to come back with an answer. Forget it I don't want to think about it. We all said bye to Mr.Kavinsky. I think Petros won't come to say bye to us. I feel bad for him. The way Zanvil yelled at him. He was sad because of it. How I hate that devil, and unconsciously I saw a devil. He was keeping our luggage in the car, and I don't want to sit in his car but I don't have a choice.

I was about to open a door when I heard Petros calling me “Jane.”  I turned to see him. “I thought you left” he was breathing hard because of all of his runnings to me.

“We were about to,” I said with a smile. “I thought you won't come to say bye,” I said with a sad voice.

“I got late because I was preparing something for you,” he said while handing me a box and smiling shyly at me.

I took it “What's in it?” I asked in excitement.

“Open it,” he said with a smile.

I opened it to see chocolates in the box. “Chocolates,” I said in happiness. “Thank you,” I said while hugging him.

“I promised you that I'm going to learn how to make them for you,” he said with a shy smile.

“O god did I received. Special Petros handmade chocolate” I said while teasing him. I kissed his cheeks. Never anyone has made this much effort for me.

“Sorry, Jane for yesterday. I should have been more careful” he said with disappointment.

“No Petros don't be sorry and it was my fault you did your best. What you could have done in that situation” I said to him. He nodded at me. “So Mr soon to be supermodel call me when you come to the city,” I cheerfully said to him and it made him smile.

“Yes of course. Who will miss a chance to meet such a beauty” he said with a smirk and that time we both flinch at our place because of the loud noise of the door closing off the car. I don't need to turn around to see who did that. He started the car and it was a warning for me to sit in a car or he is going to leave me. “I think I should leave now,” I said bye to him while sitting in the car.

I closed the door and saw at the devil he was clenching the steering wheel tightly. I could see his knuckles were turning white. I rolled my eyes in annoyance. He started the car and muttered something under his breath. I ignored him and opened the box and pick one piece and I eat it. The chocolate melted in my mouth and I moaned.

Wow, Petros should stop modeling and become a chef. They are so good.

Again I picked one more piece and moaned when it melted in my mouth. Zanvil growls when I did it for the third time and I saw him. He was still gripping the steering wheel tightly but he was looking at me with dark eyes. When I saw his face I immediately averted my gaze and swallowed hard. I remembered our time in the kitchen when he poured chocolate on me. Something happened in my stomach. I closed the box and kept it aside.

What if he stops the car and does something to me. See this is the one of reasons. I don't want to be with him alone.

My thoughts were eating me. It's better if I sleep than unwanted things won't come to my mind. I was not able to sleep because of lots of sleeping. I surfed on my social networking sites and after that, I don't know when I slept. We were stuck in traffic when I opened my eyes for a minute and then again I drifted to sleep. The next morning I woke up in Zanvils bed.

How did I come here?

I was not wearing clothes from yesterday but one of the Zanvil T-shirts. Immediately I saw it under my shirt. I was wearing my underneath. I sigh in relief but my fingers curled in a fist.

Again he touches me without my consent.

I freshen up and when down. “Good morning Jane” aunt said to me.

“Good morning au.., mom,” I said to her trying not to call her aunty. Aunt smiled at my slip of the tongue. “When did we come home last night,” I asked her.

“We reached late because there was massive traffic and you were sleeping when we reach so Zanvil didn't want to disturb your sleep. So he carried you to the bed last night. O it was so nice to see my son taking care of my daughter so nicely. It was romantic” she beamed with happiness. I spilled water out of my mouth when she said R-word. “Are you OK?” the aunt asked me with a worried voice. I nodded my head.

Nice care yeah right. He only wants to show off that he is a nice husband and it was way away from R-word. Maybe he wanted to talk with his girlfriend and he didn’t want me to disturb him. That's why he let me sleep. Probably he must have gone to meet her seeing that he is not in the house.

“I'll go and get some breakfast for you, and I completely forgot to tell you that he went to the office to do some important pending work,” she said while seeing at my face does she know what I’m thinking. I nodded my head.

After two days I'm going to join the office too. I eat my breakfast and went to my room. When I tried to open it it was a lock. Only one person can do this. I saw Rose was passing by. I called her and asked, “Where is the key to my room.”

“Zanvil sir instructed us yesterday that we should lock the room and hand him the key” she replied to me.

“OK you can go,” I said to her. He knew this was going to happen that's why he told them to do this. I was burning in anger. I have to stay in his suffocating room. I went to his room and took my book which I left in the middle. After some time I heard the sound of the tone of my message.

Did you have your breakfast?

Does it matter to him?

I did not reply to him.

Is your knee still hurting?

again I got the message after some time.

As if he cares. What is his problem doesn't he have work to do?

I again ignored his message. I won't talk to him.

Why the hell you're not replying to me back. Stop your childish behavior and reply to me back.

You know what I did.

Again I got a message from him.

You wait till I come back home. You are going to regret ignoring me.

I swallowed hard after reading it.

What does he mean? Did he fought with his girlfriend and that's why he wants to take out his anger on me.

Thinking of this girlfriend made my blood boil like anything. I kept my cell phone aside. I won't reply to him. Day went in a blur. He came home late when I was sleeping. Thank god I was sleeping. The next day too he went early and came late. It was like he never came home but I know he came home every night because of my sleep. I felt him moving me on his chest.

Aunt told me he has tons of work left to do because of uncle's sudden health issues. Aunt always loved to give me an update on him. I felt bad for him if he eating his food properly. He gets sick when he skips his meal. Why are you worried about him. Remember you have to stay away from him. If you feel bad for him it will only make things for you difficult. You should feel nothing for him. I sign in uneasiness which I was feeling for the past two days.

Your feeling like that may be because you didn't saw him for two days.

I shook my head in decline. I need to stop thinking about him. Tomorrow is going to be my first day in the office I should think about it. In the evening Nina came home. “So have you decided what you are going to wear tomorrow,” she asked me.

“No,” I said without lifting my head from the book which I was reading. I was on the Interesting part.

“Then come let's go and choose a dress for you,” she said while dragging me upstairs. I was thinking of wearing trousers, but she said I need to wear a pencil skirt or something. She decided after choosing for half an hour. She is going to stay for dinner.

After dinner again I got engrossed in my book and she was talking with mom and dad went to the room to rest. “Zan you are home early today” I heard Mom's happy voice.

My body went stiff. I immediately saw at him and regret my decision. He was staring at me all the time. There was anger in his eyes. I dragged my eyes back to the book because I was too afraid to lift my eyes again. Today he again messaged me but I ignored all of them. “Do you want to eat dinner?” mom asked him.

“No,” he said in a cold voice. And then he went upstairs. I let go of my breath out. In a second my phone screen blinked. Again I got a message from him.

Come to our room now.

While reading it I could hear his deep voice commanding me. That room is ours. I felt something in my stomach when I read that word. It was always for me his room.

What should I do? Should I wait till he sleeps and then goes up? I don't want to go to the lion's den when he is awake and ready to eat his prey. God, I can't even go to my room.

I was out of my thoughts when Rose called my name. I lifted my head to see at her. “huh” I said while looking at her.

“Sir has asked for you,” she said with a smile. I swallowed hard and nodded my head. I was still debating with myself. I don't know how much time pass. Nina and mom were again engrossed in their talking.

“Jane” I heard a deep intimating voice calling me. I saw that person. He was standing there with a clenched jaw. Anger was all over his face. My face lost its color. “Didn't Rose told you that I was calling you” he yelled in anger.

Nina and aunt saw him and me with shocked faces because of his sudden outburst. He held my wrist in a tight grip and started taking me to his room. My body was moving like a robot with stiffness in every muscle. “Zan..” I tried to stop him but he was beyond pissed.

He shoved me into his room and locked it. My body stumbled to get its balance. We had some distance between us “Why the hell you were not replying to me” he asked in a dangerous bone-shivering voice and he started moving in my direction. I gulped and took one step back. In a second he was in front of me. I tried to take one more step away from him but it ended. My back crashed with the wall.

He is so angry. I was not able to speak because the lump forming in my throat was making it hard for me to speak. “I'm. Asking. You. Something. Answer. Me” he said dangerously pausing in between each word. “You don't want to reply. You don't want to fucking talk to me. You don't fucking want to stay with me in the same room” he yelled and the next thing I know he punches the wall beside my face.

I flinch at his sudden outburst. I was seeing at him with fear all overwritten on my face. My eyes were big because of the sudden shock. His face was showing anger and I could see the tiredness in his eyes he was exhausted. “Let things be as you want,” he said with a clenched jaw and in the blink of seconds, he again punched the wall. His hand started bleeding. He is taking out his anger by punching the wall. Seeing his bleeding hand my heart drop to my stomach. Seeing my face he smirked “Happy” he said without any emotion in his voice and again he punched the wall.

He thinks after seeing him like this I will be happy. “Z..anvil s..topped it,” I said while taking hold of his arm.

“No, you can't stop me until it is permanently fitted in your brain that. You can't avoid me. You can't ignore me. You can't make me deprive of you. You can't refuse me” he said in anger and he snatches his hand from my hold and punched the wall again. The pain was written on his face. But as stubborn he is he won't stop till I won't give in.

He knows I can't see him in pain. My tears started flowing. I hugged him tightly to stop harming himself more. “S..top it Zanvil. S..top it. I won't do that again” I said in a breaking and sobbing voice to convince him that. My tears were continuously flowing from my eyes.

He pulled my body away from him. Seeing in my eyes he said “Prove it then” his dark see colored eyes were boring in me to find it if I'm going to back away. My eyes widened in fear. Without wasting a second he pinned my one hand to the wall and his other hand encircled my waist bringing my body nearer to him. And then he kissed me without giving me a single chance to breathe. He bites my lip asking for my submission and I gave in.

If I refuse him he will again harm himself.

After kissing me hungrily he moved his lips to my neck and he couldn't go any further because of my shirt. Growling in annoyance he ripped my shirt making the buttons ripping sound echo in the room. Making my eyes widened in more fear, and I went weak in my knees. I would have fallen that instead. If, he was not holding my body. He slides my shirt off from my shoulder. His lips descended my neck. Leaving wet kisses all over my neck and shoulder. He wants me to prove to him that I won't refuse him. My body started trembling in fear.

If I back out now there are chances that he will harm himself more. He won't positively take this rejection from seeing how he is acting now. All possessive over me again. He can see me in pain, but I can't. My heart pain when I see him like that.

My fingers curled in a fist when his lips touched my skin where he has his marks. I was breathing heavily. I bite my lips to stopping myself from crying aloud. Tears rolled down my cheeks. I have no choice left.

I can't see him harming himself anymore. His hand is bleeding very badly and if he punches the wall again with that hand he will for sure need stitches on it and if I refuse him he will go insane. I know how stubborn he is. He won't even get stitches on his hand done. If, I refuse him.

Only one choice is left for me…

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