It was a bright and cheery Saturday morning when your mom walked in to see you body laying on the ground. Blood stains on your clothes and a knife covered in the stuff lay next to you. Your mother fell on to her knees and wept. Why couldn't I have saved  my child? Your father bursts in and first sees you mother then your still body. He cries with you mother. Is there something I could've done?" He wonders.

A few minutes later your younger brother and sister walk in. You parents try and shield them from your red body but they still saw it and cling to each other and weep. Could we have helped (y/n) in any way? Is it our fault? They think.

-the next few days-

Your mom makes three heartbreaking calls: two to your grandparents and one to your principal. She didn't have it in her to make anymore. My beautiful baby! How could they do such a thing? She weeps. She never has a peaceful night of sleep again, her dreams always include you.

Your father doesn't go to work for a week. He feels that he should've helped you more. That he should've spent more time with you. He loses his job and barely makes enough for you family to live on.

Your siblings don't pick up their video games for a month, they feel that they shouldn't be having fun while you are dead. They don't hangout with their friends anymore and regret pushing you away when you tried to help them with school and things.

When your BFF learns what happened they run up to their room and try and call you to see if there was a misunderstanding. When you don't answer the 10 calls they accept that you are really gone. Could I have been a better friend? Should I have spent more time with (y/n)? They cry themselves to sleep that night.

When you're teachers learn of the incident they wonder if they should've seen what was going on and recommended seeing a therapist. They never teach with as much enthusiasm.

When your extended family hear the news they know that family gatherings will never be the same without you. They regret not including you more and wonder if that could've stopped you.

You're class heard of the incident they immediately wonder why a smart student like you would feel suicidal. Should we have tried to talk to them more?

Even your bully feels ashamed when they hear what happened. Was it my teasing? Did that push them over the limit? I was only jealous of how beautiful they were. I didn't mean to make them feel so bad.

Even you're dog knows something is wrong. He hasn't seen you in a while and wonders where you are. Where is my owner? They always take me on great walks and play with me. They also give the best belly rubs.

-the funeral-

If a satellite were to see your funeral they would see a huge black mass. There were hundreds of people. You're family, extended family, friends, classmates, teachers, even your dog wore a sad expression. They all came to say one final good-bye to the beautiful human being that had thought they weren't worth it but instead was the center of everyone's joy. They had all come to say good-bye to you.

I wrote this because I know that times may seem rough right now but please believe me when I say that you are so loved! And I'm not just saying that! Even if it may seem like no you know in real life loves please think about all the people on Wattpad who will be there for you, including me! Please talk to someone you trust or if you don't feel comfortable talking to someone you know pm me and I will respond and we can talk if you want or I can just listen. It's your choice. Please just think about what you are doing and the effect it could have on those who love you. I love all of you beautiful people!! Stay strong and don't let anyone tell you that you aren't amazing because you are amazingly you and that takes guts!