Chance's POV:

I laid awake through the whole night thinking about the memory thing that happened. It got triggered with punishments, or at least I think so. In the little amount of sleep that I got, I saw Blaine and his way of doing the water punishment. I didn't remember this happening, but it would explain my reflexes to the water.

In the morning when the gun guy came and dragged me back to the interrogation room, it was clear that I was ready to irritate him so much.

I needed him to punish or torture or whatever so I can remember everything. I only got some pieces, I need all of it, especially the Ace ones.

I only saw bit of one memory with him, but I am ready to beg for more. That moment with his touch and eyes made me calm down, and I got the feeling of calmness, I remember that feeling, and now I need it now.

"Good Morning folks, what's the plan for today?" I ask cheerfully while leaning back on chair. Gun guy rolled his eyes. "Speak, and it will all be over. We could take the chains off of you if you tell us at least one useful information." He tried to bribe me.

I looked at the chains around my hand which had dried blood on it and my hand. "No thanks, I am good." I say and ignore him. He got closer to me and slapped me across my face.

"disgrace." "KNOW YOUR FUCKING PLACE SLUT." "shut the fuck up."

Random sentences echoed through my mind. All of the echoes were Blaine's. His actions toward me were triggered with every bad action. Wonderful.

"Stop acting all important, princess. Around here you are surrounded with my people, and we can easily end it for you." He threatened. "I am sure in a fair fight, I can take out 4 of you and that would be it." I said and stood up from my place.

Gun guy chuckled. "Can you take down twice more than that? I don't think so." There are 8 criminals here then.

"Fight me, and we will see." I said with a mischievous gleam. Guy chuckled, rolled his eyes and agreed, but first he called someone to guard the door, and then opened my cuffs.

We got in to our stance and started, I managed to hit him few times and he managed to land a good punch on my shoulder, it was going really good, but I needed to anger him even more so I kicked his balls and then kneed his stomach, he groaned and yelled for the guard to get inside and grab me.

"You are going to pay so hard for this." Gun guy said and punched me in the stomach. Nothing more then temporary pain.

Though fight made remember some fragments from fights, they just flashed between my eyes. Guard threw me to the other room and locked it. I used the freeness' of my hands and run to the bathroom where mirror was broken, I took a small piece of it and hid it inside my boots, just like a knife.

"Do you always carry knives with you?" "Yes, always now hurry up."

Another echo this time me and Ace. Though I got a feeling that it wasn't friendly conversation. I walked back into the room and fixed that damn wig from falling. I don't want my cover to be blown right before my escape.

The lock opened the gun guy was back. "Feeling fine strong soldier?" I joked and he grabbed by my neck. "Do not talk unless asked." He said slowly. I rolled my eyes and he tightened his hold. I felt myself drifting off from the pain when the small memory flooded my mind.

"Chance, look at me, Chance? Keep your eyes open. Breath, come on."

Ace

He let go of my neck but still had a hold of my hands. Then he took out a knife and pressed it against both my hands until he drew the blood. I gulped and tried to keep myself from yelling.

If I move my hand it would cut even deeper. Gun guy wasn't satisfied with my passiveness, because he started to move knife around my hand, making a circular cuts around both my wrists.

"Your hands won't be able to do much when I am done with them." He smiled wickedly when someone barged in to the door. "Boss, we have urgent message." The guys said and looked at the boss and then back at me.

"Tell them will be in 15 minutes." Gun guy said and dismissed the other guy. He closed door and gun guy threw away the knife with anger.

"Going to leave this for another time, hun. For now, just let's get you all wet and cold and turn on the air conditioning to see if you are immune to cold or not."

That sounds like a weird and good torture way, he doesn't want to totally cut me up, because he still hasn't gotten anything out of me. But this way he would hurt me and still not hurt me that much. I could use some of his tactics to be honest.

We were back in that filthy bathroom, and he didn't even notice mirror being broken and just picked me up and threw me to the tub. The water was so cold that I felt my insides freeze.

I hit my head to the side because people aren't supposed to be thrown in to cold ass bath. I gained control over my body and just as I wanted to sit up, he started to push my head down.

"Not so soon, bitch, you will get out only when I let you to get out." He said proudly as my head got pushed under water and water bubbles were escaping my mouth.

He stood above me and lifted me from the water just to get a good hold of my neck before pushing down again.

After that all I remember is being hit one more time before he left me in that tub of cold water now mixed with my blood.

"Not so powerful now huh? Lonely and abandoned. Who's here for you now?" He joked before slamming the bathroom door after few seconds slamming the other door too.

I tried to get out of the tub but my arms were too tired to lift me up. I slipped and hit tub again and then I couldn't keep it together.

Tears broke free from my eyes and were streaming down my face. They were warmer than the water. I was shaking now from cold and pain and tears so many tears.

"Who's here for you now?" The gun guys voice kept repeating it until my mind was nothing but loud repetition of this words.

I slowly crawled out of the bath and laid there on the ground as my hands began to shake faster and my crying multiplied. I felt panic attack approaching, but I didn't have any energy to fight anymore.

I just want my memories back. I didn't struggle that much because I felt that this might help me.

But it is not. And I am truly abandoned by everyone. Even by my own past.

My breath hitched in my throat I hugged myself to keep it calm and together as my breath got lost, as I couldn't find any air.

I was drifting to unconscious as different things flooded my mind. I was hit by a wave of emotions pictures sounds, and most of all, I got hit by a motivation to fight back.

When I got conscious again, I quickly got up, even too quickly I might add, this made my head spin. I stood there few minutes and tried to remember what happened last. And remember I did.

I could see everything pass in front of my eyes- the school fight, fall of my gang then betrayals, then deaths, me killing Blaine, and Ace, and then this Felix problem but Ace.

Oh god, I was too strict towards him. I just understand how much my words hurt him. I need to get back home. I need to get back to him.

I steadied myself and walked out of the bathroom luckily my hands were not cuffed. This means that the gun guy wasn't back. I slowly twisted the door but it was locked.

I took a bobby pin from my wig and jimmied the lock. After it was open, I slowly walked out, checked my sides twice before bending down and getting my long sharp piece of glass, I progressed along the walls keeping in with the darkness of the hall,

First turn to the left was empty, lucky for me. In the second turn though saw the second guy, he looked at me with big eyes as I threw the glass straight to his heart. He struggles for a few minutes then dropped to the ground then I sliced his throat just to be sure that he was done. I took the gun that he had and continued on the walk. I heard 2 voices coming from inside the room.

I opened the door and stood behind it. Guys both peeked out and I hit door to their heads and then shot both of them. Thankfully their guns were all silenced. 3 killed. 5 more to go.

I checked other rooms on my way and finally reached Jason's room, which was open. I peeked inside but didn't see him there.

Then I heard footsteps coming from the weaponry and hid behind the door. As the person was passing me I pointed my gun at him. The guy jumped from his place and turned to look at me.

"You nearly shot me." Jason objected as I lowered my gun. I shook my head and silently mentioned for him to go to the final part of this weird place.

"There must be 5 of them in there. We need to kill them all." I said and noticed that my voice was a bit down. Jason nodded and we progressed through the rooms we managed to shot 2 more people, Jason then remembered that he killed the guy in weaponry too.

Now we have only 2 people left.

We were standing in front of the last room. We both reloaded our guns before slowly opening the door and standing behind it. One guy walked out. He was the one that tried to rape me. Without much thinking I hit him straight in the head and he dropped dead to the ground.

We both walked inside and saw the gun guy sitting in the middle of the table he tried to reach for his gun but Jason and I were faster and we shot him multiple times.

"Let's see what they have here." Jason said and we both started to go through their computer. Jason downloaded everything to one main computer, and was planning to take it with us.

"Chance take a look at this." Jason said and turned computer towards me. It was a threat letter from Ace and others. Threatening to burn every shipment, deal, warehouse that Nova has if they don't hand us back. They put a location and time. Which was few hours from now.

I chuckled. "He thought about this threat faster than the threats for Blaine. Though they were more graphic." I said and waited for Jason's reaction.

At first, he nodded with a chuckle then he turned towards me with big eyes. "WAIT A MINUTE YOU REMEMBERED????? HOW?????" he yelled and jumped from his seat and hugged me.

I shrugged. "Tortures and Punishments, and attacks and stuff they made me remember Blaine and his methods of... punishment." I said in short not wanting to go in to the detail of it. Jason, sensing my discomfort, didn't push subject anymore.

"We need to call other and say them." Jason picked someone's phone from table. I slapped it out of his hand.

"Don't. They probably track the calls of the main people or phones, or even if they don't they could find Ace's number on the phone later we don't need this." I said and he agreed.

Jason grabbed the computer and rummaged drawers for a car keys, when he found one we headed out to the car. Apparently, we were at the outskirts of some town, Luckily Ace's chosen location wasn't that far away.

Jason insisted in driving, and I didn't object. My side and my head were still hurting, I needed a good sleep.

I managed to sleep an hour before we arrived there. From the other side, Ace, and Mason were standing, and waiting calmly. "Let's make an entrance baby." Jason said and I chuckled.

He sped up the car drifted in front of the boys. Immediately, gang members with guns were in front of them. Even though dust made it impossible to see, they all pointed guns at our car.

I rolled down the blacked window of the car and yelled. "Now is it a way to greet your leader?" As dust died down I jumped down from the car and looked for Ace behind all of these people with guns.

I saw him standing and looking at me in shock. My heart raced at just the sight of him. I rushed to him and hugged him really tightly. He cared my hair and hugged me tighter but I pulled away and looked at him.

He was confused and his arms were dropping to his sides when I grabbed his face kissed him, with every weird emotion that I had in me, with love, lust, with the feeling of remembering him, with the feeling of missing him. He kissed me back and wrapped his arms around me. "I remember." I slowly mumbled as we parted away.