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I last time uploaded two chapters at the same time (chap 17 & 18 ) but I noticed that only the last chap had more views, so I assumed that you missed chap 17, if it's so, please read it or you will miss a part of the story)

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He then stood under the shower and the cold water was running down his body easing his heart.  With time the ache disappeared and the fear left.  The fear for his hidden truth didn't want to get it revealed, ever, NEVER.

After long minutes, Jeon came out of the bathroom and saw Jimin was curling to a ball under white covers and the dirty covers had already been kicked out of the bed and laying down at the bedside. The human was facing another side and had halfway sunk into the covers and Jeon thought he might already have slept.

God still sank into his thoughts, in case, Jimin would know how he died in his past life. His mind was disheveled.

He then put on a pair of boxers and then opened the closet for another for Jimin.

" asshole "

Jeon suddenly heard Jimin's cursing voice and his eyes widened in disbelief as he thought the human was sleeping.

He turned to see the human but was still in his deep sleep. Jeon thought he might be mistaken and continued searching for boxers for Jimin.

" Why did  I even have to fall for a fucking selfish God like him ?? "

"WHAT??" With the heard words the god's words jumped out of his mouth and God again eyed at his human with a new pair of boxers in his hands, and the human didn't seem awake. He shook his head in disbelief as he thought his mind had gone crazy after he knew that Jimin was getting his past life memories.

"I planned to tell him that I love him tonight, luckily I didn't. What is the use of having a big dick like that even if he can't fuck his man at least once?? "

Ok... Now, not only the god's eyes but the mouth too opened with shock. He was fully sure it was Jimin's voice. So he footed quickly to the bed and turned the human to his side and his ears were plugged to his earphones and he stared at the god with big eyes like a lost puppy.

"Did you say something to me?"

The god inquired with his frowned brows after removing the earplugs from Jimin's ears.

"No!" Jimin implied and wrinkles ran over the forehead.

" Just asked, are you fine now?" Jeon wrapped the topic.

"Yeah" Jimin replied and Jeon nodded, then he put on the boxers to Jimin after scrubbing him with his towel.

"How can he act like a saint? Doesn't he have feelings for me? How come even a god could resist my charm? Isn't this an insult for my sexy body? "

While Jeon was dressing him Jimin thought and Jeon heard each word and he directly looked at the human's face. God now knew what was going on.

"Are you cursing me?"

Jeon asked and raising his brows and Jimin immediately shook his head fast and his eyes widened in surprise.

"Is he reading my mind? Oh No, What am I thinking? I wish my life wouldn't be such a nightmare" He sighed and Jeon smirked.

"You know what, Your body feels so fresh even after two rounds," Jeon said and Jimin glowed.

"I feel like I am a superman" Jimin giggled.

"Are you? " Jeon chuckled.

"Yeah, can I use my powers now?" Jimin asked with allure-filled eyes and Jeon shook his head smiling.

"Still you can't, but I feel more comfortable with my powers now," Jeon said as he now could read Jimin's mind but he didn't want to disclose it.

"How does it work? why does it always pertain to our sexual actions?" Jimin interrogated.

"I can't answer it Chim as I don't remember anything about us"

"Do you think it has a reason?"

"Yeah, don't you think it does? This whole process is shit to me, You know how it was hard for me to not touch you, not do it to you" Jeon sighed.

"Why can't you do it?"

"I don't know, I am just scared when your pleasure is boosted up, of a kind, the wand goes crazier, I saw how it works on you, not only today, earlier too, it will harm you"

Jeon confessed and his eyes tapered down. But, now the situation had changed. He was afraid to touch Jimin anymore as he didn't want the human to get memories.

God get on the bed on his side and crawled to the human and pulled him into his hands and hugged him tightly.

"I love you," Jimin thought, and hugged the god, too. Jeon this time heard it and smiled cheerfully, but Jimin couldn't see the god's happiness in the god's face and the God already had reddened.

" Jeon "

"Yeah"

" I think... I think I can take it now as I feel more energetic..so-

"Chim, do you only think about sex, I mean all the day?" Jeon cracked up and Jimin flushed hard on Jeon's chest.

"This is so humiliating," Jimin thought, and as the god heard he tried hard to bite his burst.

"Come, let's sleep, we are gonna go somewhere else tomorrow"

Jeon said squeezing Jimin in his arms and Jimin nodded and cuddled into the god's warmth.

" I love you, I love you, I love you sooooo much," Jimin thought kissing Jeon's chest and the words made God shiver with the cold electric stream running through his body, and Jeon's cheeks hurt with the exploding happiness in his heart. His heart skipped beats occasionally and the eyes filled with warm tears to express the overflowing happiness. But the human didn't know any of this.

God wasn't sure if he could sleep tonight as he felt a huge load in his heart. An area Of his heart was overwhelmed with happiness and another part was crying of fear in case he would lose his love this time too. He wished he could have gotten his memory back. But would he ever? ,

Jin was in his laboratory working with some beakers filled with different liquids and using his powers to examine them, and he occasionally jotted down in his note pad and Nam Joon was glancing at him silently.

"Don't dare stare at me"
Jin yelled.

"Do you have eyes on your back, too?" Joon replied. And then roamed around Jin's table and finally stood, making a V between his legs, right in front of the doctor, glaring at him.

"I wanna talk with you?" He insisted and Jin glared at Joon.

"Is it a request or-

" You can estimate it anyway as per your wish" Joon shot back and smirked. Jin nodded.

"How do you know Jae Sung, and why do you have his details?" Joon, the always straightforward man, brought the topic out and both gods were now looking into each other's eyes.

"Do you know who he is?"

"Who knows that bitch more than me? But I don't know what he is up to this time?"

"According to my records, I am certain he is not one in our galaxy, I guess you know his powers are different"

"Yeah I saw Jimin's chest"

"I came to the human world almost twenty years ago, after the war. My father is the head of healers and we have a big sanitarium there, and under our supervision, hundreds of healer gods job, I guess now you know how healers power work"

"I'm sorry that I don't know much"

"Who taught you to be decent when you talk?" Jin smirked.

"Can we proceed ?" Joon shot back.

" Yeah, sure, as you know, our powers are special as we naturally can strike wands, and we only do so in extreme, only in extreme, it's our exemption, and I didn't tell you this before, if we strike someone's wand in case, we have the power to control them, that's why we do it only we want to heal a person, but, "Jin stopped and peered at Joon.

" but?" His forehead drew wrinkles.

"If your wand is capable enough it can absorb my whole powers if you had been my patient once in your life and I had struck your wand as well" Jin disclosed and Nam Joon's eyes widened and then it turned out to be a worried glance.

"Why did you tell me this?, I'm sure this is supposed to be a secret forever outside of your realm, don't you think If I want I can put on an act and get my wand strike and control you" 

" No you won't, I trust you, I trust you more than anyone in this world, and we never reveal these facts unless they are not one of ours, you are well aware, you are one of ours and you are supposed to keep it with you forever" Jin confessed breathlessly and Joon froze on the spot, and he gulped hard.

"You trust me?"

" No!, forget it, let me continue, please " Jin took a moment to calm his mind down. " After the war, our sanitarium filled with countless patients and each of our healers had to maintain at least more than ten patients and we couldn't even remember how their faces looked like as we were too busy to treat them, after a while, I found out that some of the healers in our realm were disappeared without leaving any sign, to the surprise, they all were the best of ours, Then I started to dig into the matter and finally I stopped at the human world"

"How? I mean how did you suspect Jae Sung for this?"

"Jae Sung had been treated by several gods in our realm after the war and before, too, and the fact is that they all were missing... These all years, I couldn't find them as I guessed they could be hidden in hell, as you are well aware, we are not welcomed to hell anymore so I couldn't go there..., but I knew Jae Sung had been treated by several healers under me and I then followed him. Then I noticed he constantly traveled the door to the human world, so I thought he was into something suspicious and I guessed it can never be a good purpose, as I knew what he did to the heaven and hell to direct for war, I was correct, I know that motherfucker was into something horrible, that's why I collected his details in the human world"

"So did you see your worker healers ever?"

"Yeah, they are hidden in the woods, in a house, I once drove there, but I couldn't do anything to save them as you know, we,  healers can't fight back even if they were our enemies, we are supposed to be the healers only, and I'm certain he is using their powers for some bad intentions,"

Jin described and his eyes were covered with a layer of sadness and Joon could see it. He then stepped closer to the doctor and patted his shoulder to encourage him.

"Let's fight back together, did you forget, seconds before you told me that you trust me more than anyone in this world, so it will be a shame for me if I couldn't keep that trust, right?"

"But I still can't get this, why is he behind Jimin now?"

"He had a crush on him, that's why he did these all fucking chaos, I mean these all happened as follows because he had a crush on Jimin"

"I assumed for a while if that's the case and now it turned out that I was correct as always" Jin boasted and his worldwide handsome face covered with a soft smile.

"You think of yourself too high, right? " Joon smirked and then smiled. "By the way, it won't be easy to fight back until the crowned god's powers are stable, you know well, now he can't do anything, if he gets his wand it's stability soon, trust me, there is nothing to fear"

"Yeah, I have heard how powerful it was" Jin agreed.

"Is the hell aware of the things happening here?" Jin questioned.

"I guess the lord Hoseok knows and hope he would favor us"

"That's news, you know even if the core power was established to Jimin's body it's unstable and dangerous until it combines with his wand"

"I know and Tae involves in that subject and he said still he couldn't find it"
Joon clarified and Jin nodded. Both faces were in a serious look.

"In case, do you think the same thing that I am worried about now? I mean about, Jimin's wand?"

Jin questioned and Joon's forehead wrinkled and nodded.

"I guess" He replied and the seriousness was not less." I need to find Tae first"

Joon said and walked passing Jin.

"Does the crowned god know this?"

"Not yet, I don't need to load his head with so much trash, that's already too much for him, I need him to focus on only making their powers stable, ASAP"

"Good, are you not gonna stay here, I mean, ..err...I mean..."

"If you are talking about your room, please not anymore," Nam Joon said caressing his stomach and Jin blushed.

"Sorry," Jin mumbled.

"What? Was I misheard something?"

"No! I mean it, I'm sorry that I hurt you" Jin voiced and Nam Joon was silent for seconds and then nodded with a soft smile.

"I'm sorry that I can't accept your offer as I need to be somewhere else"

"Now?? I mean, it's already night"

"Yeah, are you now worried about me?" Joon questioned and Jin flushed and then liked away not wanting to suffer anymore towards his direct questions.

Nam Joon opened the door and then turned back still holding the doorknob.

"Have you ever treated that Jae bitch?" Joon asked the last question that he was worried about this far and Jin nodded.

"Yeah, I not only treated I struck his wand, too, together with my lost healers as it was too powerful, and from the beginning, I knew he was not someone in our galaxy, but we are healers, and he was a patient under us "

"Ok. I get it" Joon said and left the laboratory thinking that...,

"Where Jimin's wand could be?"

>>>>>Meet me at the next chapter ❤

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