Thirty-Eight (3y|8m)
Fletcher-3 years and 9 months old
Oliver-8 months old
Cutesy sad chapter in the horizon
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Yeah I know,late chapters,sorry
Photo-Peter pan!!
*nonedited
Enjoy :) (May 2018)
"Dada!Dada!Dada!"Oliver started to chant around his dummy mindlessly to himself from where he was sitting on in his play pen-by himself- with his blankie on the ground in front of him and baby toys scattered around the play pen.Fletcher was Sat on the sofa with Wilson and Zee,chocolate milk in his light green simply cup and dressed in his nursery uniform as he watched Peter Pan.It seemed to be his favourite movie to watch at the moment,Especially after nursery since he hated nursery and watching Peter Pan seemed to cheer him up,that and he always thought that his Papa looked like Peter Pan.Nursery wasn't at all going that well for young Fletcher Blake Blue Payne,he hated it with a passion,he didn't have friends (well apart from Axel),everyone was mean to him,The colours were all worn out and he never got the cookie that he wanted at snack time.
Nursery was terrible for Fletcher,he didn't understand why no one liked him,he was kind and sweet most of the time unless he didn't get what he wanted,then he turned into a sassy little shit.All of the boys in his nursery stayed in different little groups and so did the girls,but Fletcher thought that girls were icky,apart from Bonnie because Bonnie was his Uncle Ash and Lukeys baby and he couldn't think that was icky.Axel was the only child at his nursery that wasn't mean to him,Axel was his bestest friend in the whole world.He didn't mind the activities that he was able to do,it was mostly colouring,playing and singing to nursery rhymes which Fletcher didn't mind,and his teachers were decent and kind.He didn't like Ms Elliot though,she always tried to flirt with his daddy and papa was daddies.
Today at Nursery the bigger boys in his class cut up his drawing of a bunny rabbit and laughed at him and then stole his cookie at snack time.
So Fletcher wasn't in the best of moods.
"Olli!Shh!"Fletcher hissed,a pout on his adorable face and his small eyebrows scrunched up on his forehead as he tried to make his baby brother be quiet so that he could enjoy his movie and just chill.Oliver was very lively and loud,he was always shouting for Daddy and needing attention,or well that's what Fletcher thought.It was true,Oliver was a massive Daddy's boy while Fletcher was a proud Papas boy and would rather be with his Papa than his Daddy.He spent more time with his Papa.Oliver didn't listen and continued to chant to only word tag the knew as loud as his little voice would let him."Papa!Olli 'nnoying!"Fletcher started to complain getting off of the sofa and stomping his little van covered foot on the ground,angry that Olli was be rude and Interrupting his favourite movie.
"Papa!Where are 'ou?"Fletcher called,a frown on his face as he stood in the livingroom with just Oliver who had now quietened down and was now grabbing and batting at different toys.Whenever Fletcher would complain about something or someone his papa would be sprinting in from whatever he was doing and see whatever wrong and sort it out.His papa was always he best at something things out.Or if Fletcher wanted to show him something and call his name,he would come in and see what his eldest wanted to show him.He didn't run in,and now Fletcher was getting a little scared and suspicious as that wasn't what Louis would do.Louis was always on alert."Come,Wilson 'nd Zee,we go find Papa,"He talked to his stuffed toys as he grabbed them off the sofa and took a glance at Oliver who was content in his play pen.He was able to unlock the baby gate with ease and shut it again.
Taking in a shuddery breath,Louis kept himself wedged between the toilet bowl and the bathtub,shaky breathes escaping his lips as his body shook with the sobs that were wracking through his body.He knew he shouldn't be doing the his,especially since he was doing so so well by staying clean of sharp objects,and also the fact that this two children are just on the floor below him.But he just couldn't stop himself,everything was building on top of him,the fact that he was kept a secret by his fiancé was pulling at his heart strings,the nightmares were getting more intense,and he knew,he really did know that Liam was doing things behind his back.Working 'Late' was getting more and more suspicious and Louis wasn't stupid.
But he kept hoping that his suspicions were fake because Liam promised he wouldn't cheat,right?
"Papa?"Fletchers soft voice echoed through the quiet bathroom that Louis had sat himself in,head on his knees that were brought to his chest as he cried.Louis' head shot up at the voice of his eldest son,completely forgetting that Fletcher and Oliver were downstairs.This was the first time ever that he tried to do something as stupid as cut with his own children in the house,he was so close to doing it there and then,but he luckily stopped himself and just cried as he looked over at his fading cuts on his arms.Quickly wiping away his tears with the back of his hand,he gave Fletcher a watery smile who was looking over at his Papa with worry in his baby blue eyes,the same as Louis'.Even at a young age Fletcher was very worried about his Papa.
"Oh,hi Blue.How long have you been there,babe?"Louis asked trying to compose himself in front of his son,mentally slapping himself for letting his voice wobble and crack as he said that sentence."Come here,"Louis whispered when Fletcher didn't move a muscle,just held Zee and Wilson tighter.Slowly,he moved more into the bathroom and made his way towards Louis who was now sitting out so his back was resting against the basin of the bathtub with his legs crossed Indian Style.Fletcher climbed onto his Papas lap resting Zee and Wilson in front of him between the space of him and his Papa.
"Why 'ou cry?"Fletcher asked innocently looking up at Louis through his eyelashes,starting to play with Louis' rolled up jumper sleeves self-consciously.Louis let in another shaky Breath as he started to run his fingers through Fletchers hair and smiled a little at how much he smelt lime baby powder because he was spending so much time with Oliver.
"No reason.I'm fine,yeah?"He lied as a soft sigh escaped his lips.
"'Ou do no wook fine,"Fletcher pouted looking up at Louis,mimicking his exact Pout.He started to trace his small finger tips down his Papas exposed arm,noticing strange lines covering that arm.His head quickly turned to look at the other and which sleeve was also rolled up and noticed the exact same lines on that arm as well.His papa never rolled up his sleeves."What dis?"He asked poking at the white lines on Louis' arms and wrists.Louis' Breathing quickened along with his heart rate as he looked at his scars on his wrists and then to Fletcher who was wasting patiently on his reply.
"Th-They are my o-own boo-boos,"Louis gulped,"B-bad people put them there,"He wasn't exactly lying,it wasn't his fault that they were there in the first place.If only Liam wasn't a dick to him just after he annoyed that he was gay and then maybe Louis' life would be normal and not fucked up like it currently was.Fletcher frowned again at the way his Papas voice changed and he sounded like he was going to cry again.It was noticeable that he was just after crying and that mad Fletcher sad.
"'Ou kiss my Boo-boos so, Wilson and Zee kiss better?"The toddler suggested holding up his plushed toys so that his papa could see them.Letting out a watery chuckle,Louis nodded his head and smiled when he felt the noses of the two soft toys press and the fur tickle his against his skin as Fletcher made 'Mawh' wounds before pressing his own kisses to his Papas arms and wrists."All betta!"He gushed with a warm and proud smile on his face as he looked up at his Papa whose tears were drying up.
"Thank you,Fletcher."He whispered as he pressed a kiss to Fletchers small nose making the boy giggle."Now,how about we watch The Little Mermaid,yeah?"Louis suggested which Fletcher eagerly nodded at and squealed in delight."But you gotta promise me,you won't tell anyone this,okay?"He made him promise sticking his pinkie finger out and waiting for Fletcher to link his pinkie with.
"Promise,"
Hi guys!
I'm kinda of falling asleep while writing this because I suck
Cutesy sad chapter
So yeah,I know this was sad Louis and there's one chapter and the Epilogue left *le cries*
So how was rhis?
Give me your thoughts on this chaired and what I could've fixed
Another child in book three?What gender?
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