There's barely any Fletcher In this chapter,it'll mostly be Liam and Louis,just saying as they haven't got a lot of Alone time

Photo-How can you not love him?LOOK AT THAT FACE

*nonedited (Liam always sorry I just don't have time)

This is longgggggggg (Like Liams dick)

[Warnings:Rape Flashback(s),mentions of rape and abuse,close to self harm actions]

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"I-I'm s-sorry,P-please Le-let Me G-Go!"Louis cried claw along at the arms of the men who was holding him in place on he ground whee he was thrashing his legs trying to kick the three men away from his small figure.Why was no one helping him?Through all of the screams and cries,why was no one coming to his rescue and saving him from these men who wanted to terms away his innocence and take away his virginity when he wasn't ready.His cried were loud enough to be heard in China and yet even with a high pitch voice that he had,no one would hear them.

It was if he didn't exist

Each time he cried another part of his body was slapped,kicked or punched,everytime he called for help his head was slammed to the floor and more blood would pour,and everytime he tried to push the men away their grips got tighter and he was held to the floor by his limbs.He didn't want this to happen,he would've rather have them slit his throat and leave him for the grim Reaper but no,they want him to suffer slowly and painfully,they wanted to see the life slowly disappear in his eyes until he was an emotionless human being that just wanted to die.They wanted to have their own but of fun with the boy before throwing him into a wall and kicking seven bells out of him,because you know what?Someone was going to do it anyway.

"Shut up you disgusting Fag!"The green eyed one spat before slapping Louis on his already reddened cheek,knocking the boys glasses a little and slamming the corner into his eyes kiang him let out a broken squeak.He nodded his head weakly as more tears seeked down his cheeks dampening them as the brown eyed one went and straddled the smallers hips to keep him into place as he roamed his hands up and down Louis' chest,slipping his hands under the fabric of his jumper as he touched the delicate skin.Each touch sent goosebumps to rise and for another cry to escape his lips.

He tried,he really did try to push their hands off of him but they're were a lot older,bigger and stronger and he was no match to them as they ripped off his favourite Jack Wills leggings leaving his legs bare as he touched his skin."Going to make you wish that you were never born,"The one with the dyed white hair growled as he slipped his cold hands under the material of Louis' white underwear and kneaded at the skin of Louis' arsecheeks making Louis squirm earning a harsh kick the ribs by one of the men.I already wish I wasn't Louis thought as he choked on his own sobs and tasted his own salty tears.

He had no time to process what was happening to him until it was too late,so late that he was naked from the waist down,his body trembling with fear furiously as the men continued to prod him and touch his bum and cock.

Why was this happening to him?Why was no one hearing his protests?Why was someone somewhere above was letting these three raspiest touch him?Make him feel pain that often it was becoming a regular thing and make him self so useless that he wished someone would take out his broken heart out of his ribcage.Why was he left to defend himself against daily challenges each and everyday that normally sent him home in tears,bleeding and just plain broken?Why was though harsh words always thrown his direction?Why did no one feel the need to help him when he was pushed down in he hallways and kicked in the ribs?Why did his brother hate him?

Why?

Louis gasped as he sat up right in his shared bed with Liam,gasping for air as the tears continued to freely fall down his cheeks and he shook violently as he took in his surroundings.He was safe,safe from those men,safe from the lockerroom and safe from Harm,but he wasn't.He was still having continuous flashbacks from the day and the more he had those flashbacks the more those flashbacks felt real and More it felt like they were going to happen again.

He felt dirty and unclean,as if there was bugs living under his skin or if every piece of dust that landed on his skin was equal to him bathing in the same mud pigs bathe in.He only felt like this when he woke up from a nightmare,as if he could still feel their dirty hands on his Lushes pretty skin,it made him fell used and mistreated and just plain unworthy of Liams God like body and perfectness.He didn't believe the words that came out of Liams mouth nowadays,he didn't believe if He was called beautiful or if a compliment was thrown by,that part of his mind was still stuck in the high school days,where all of those words that the old Liam said stayed and grew stronger,crushing the smaller boys confidence bit by bit.

It was unusual for any of the fathers to be up this early in the morning nowadays,not since Fletcher rarely woke up at 3am and instead slept throughout the night,so for Liam to wake up to the sound of the running of water,the bathroom light on and an empty space beside him in bed,that sent his worries to sky rocket so high up it could great God with a handshake.The older of the two was quick to getting out of the bed,quietly as he got closer to the ensuite door and started to knock on the door."Lou?You alright?"He asked worry in his voice and he got nothing but a squeak and a low mumble as if he was talking to himself,that made Liam jiggle the doorhandle.

"Don't come in!"Louis begged but it was too late,He didn't lock the bathroom door and Liam was in the room in an instant dressed in nothing but a white wife beater and a pair of jogging bottoms as he scanned the bathroom in search for Louis.His heart in his mouth as he watched the poor boy scrub away at every inch of skin he could access with a light blue bath scrub,hard enough to make the skin red, irritated and bleeding."Dirty,"was all Liam heard Louis mumble as he didn't look up from his arm he was currently scrubbing.

"Stop it!"The older nearly shouted but he made a note in his head to remind his brain constantly that there was now a baby in the house.He hated to see his boy in pain,especially pain that the boy himself was causing to himself,it didn't have to be a razor or a piece of glass,harm was still harm,and Louis was backtracking all the way to the starting point again.Before the younger could do anymore damage Liam had the scrub snatched away from the boy and it thrown across the bathroom as he took Louis' dainty wrists in his own and stared into his brown blue eyes.

He was in the bathtub naked at 3 in the morning his skin raw red and bleeding,and crying his eyes out,unable time keep eye contact with Liam for more than a minute which broke Liam deeply in the inside."Why Louis?Why are you doing this to you and your skin?"Liam asked in a demanding and dominate tone and when he only got a shake of his head he lost it,"Louis f*cking tell me now or I'll walk out that door,"Liam growled lowly making sure that he didn't wake up the third member of the household.Louis shook in Liams grasp,stare and voice (that and the water was getting cold and he was naked after all),he didn't want Liam to leave.he was the only thing keeping him alive currently,without Liam he'd already be buried 6 feet under the ground,without Liam Fletcher wouldn't have existed.

"I-I can feel them,t-their H-ands on m-me,making m-me feel di-dirty and used a-and mis-mistreated.I'm n-not Clean,L-Louis needs to b-be Clean,"Louis jumbled over his words,mixing up the words,stuttering and occasionally talking as if he was another person.Liam was sure he heard his heart break into thousands of little shards,and he was sure that he saw the life and trust that had gained in Louis' eyes be sucked out of them.

"Oh Lou,hey look at me,they aren't here baby,they will never be here,ever,I'm always going to be here to protect you,to Love you,no matter what.You are perfect,from the inside and out,I'm so sorry,I do truly wish I could go back in time and make sure that this didn't happen,I was so immature.But you are far from being Dirty Louis,you're my innocent Flower with a bad hairstyle and glasses,"Liam whispered as he wiped away Louis' tears and pushed away his messy fringe as he started to press kisses to Louis' small face before hugging him form his place kelt beside the rub.

"Y-you won't L-leave me r-right?"Louis sniffled as he clutched onto the back of Liams wife beater as if his life depended on it.He was pretty sure if Liam did ever leave he would just die there and then,he wouldn't have a second thought,it would either be now or later,no never about it.

"Never Louis,I love you too much to do that,please for the loved of God don't do that again,I was so scared,"Liam kissed Louis' hair and he breathed in his scent letting his eyes fall close as they hugged in the awkward angle they were in.

"I'm just so scared,of everything,what if the do come back?what if they find me?What if I'm already dead and this is just the last of my brain thinking up my life so far?"Louis started to ask more to himself earning a slight pinch to his side and squeak as He pulled away from the hug and pouted at Liam."Did that hurt?"Liam asked ending a nod from Louis,"well this isn't a dream then."which only earned Liam a splash of eater the face.

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