Thought
Since Snow come back from her birthday party, she has been locked up herself within her room for a few days. Though that was an usual occasion for a teenager like her, it is definitely not normal for Snow to rarely eat. Slowly, she become thinner. Not only that, she always seems so sad and tired.
Her mind keep replaying what Mika said to her on her birthday.
"You made me worry"
His voice when saying that words, his saddening expression, it made Snow felt guilty. Not only that, she was sure that the people around was also worried about her. She bit her lips, thinking about all things she had done out of anger and sadness because of a single breakup.
Snow held her face in frustration, right now she couldn't even control her mind properly, let alone be calm enough to think the big picture. Tears started to trickled in the corner of her eyes as she felt the ache in her chest.
Her mind was blurry. At the same time also messy. Like a tangled black thread filling her head, she could see anything through it. Thought after thought overlapping on each other, as she fell further and futher into a deep dark place full many unclear things.
In the midst of those messiness, a glowing silhouette slowly came before she sat in front of her.
It was her again, Snow doesn't even need to raise her head to see who is that person or how she look like. After all, they shared an identical appearance although their aura were different.
Gently, that girl brought her glowing hand to Snow's face. "You are stupid as usual, Snow"
Trembling quietly, suddenly Snow lashed out toward that girl in anger with her voice full of desperation. "When will you stop?!"
"Stop? You know once I stop, we'll ruin the restart. Don't you remember we agreed to delete you?"
"I-I... I only think about myself at that time"
"Then continue with that. You don't need to care about those around you"
"But they care about me!"
"So what?"
Snow looked at the girl in disbelief. That girl's answer was simple yet sound so heartless to her ears. It also seems so... cruel.
Their eye level may be same, ocean blue eyes reflected on another ocean blue, yet for some reason, the orbs belonged to that glowing girl seems as if looking down at the one in front of her.
"Snow," with a serious tone, that girl said. "Do you remember how you endure those pain and agony?"
Snow who seems as if she's looking at a being above her compliantly nodded her head. That girl gave a smile, not a nice or sympathetic smile nor a gentle one, but a cynical smile full of sinister.
"Yes, because you have me!" Suddenly that girl pulled Snow into a hug before she cheerfully rubbed her cheeks against that soft black hair.
"Get... out..." Snow collected her courage to enounce out each of those words.
With cheerful look still on her face, that girl let go off the hug as her lips formed a playful pout.
"Aww, you want to get rid of me? How mean~" said girl playfully before her pout turned into a smirk. "When you used me as a shield to face those terrible things"
Once again, tears rolled down on Snow's cheeks as she held her head in pain. "Stop it!" she yelled.
"Nah, don't wanna~"
"STOP IT, ICE!!!"
"Ouh, the weak girl got angry, huh Snow?"
"Arghhh!!"
In the real life, Linda who stood outside of her sister's room heard every single conversation Snow had with Ice. It seems as if two person was talking to each other, but the truth is not as it seems. There's only one person in that room and Linda knew it.
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